Monday, November 02, 2009
since my last post, i had been going thru my post.. omg didn't realise i had so much drafts.. anyway i published them all.. post since 2yrs ago also there..
most were when i just met von etc.. it felt like yest when i was reading thru all the entries.. i didnt know my life changed so much during this 2yr+ window..
i miss the days how we hang out together and stuffs.. haha so much emotions...
to be honest, i still feel sad over the lost of her.. but i've accepted it and learnt to move on, afterall in 2 days time it'll be 1month since the brokeup and im no longer a boy..
last message for her..
simple me (-.^)v says (8:16 PM):
heya, von i know i shdnt actually text u, as u probably think im someone irritating nw.. like how u treated kevin and others after u disliked them..
simple me (-.^)v says (8:17 PM):
but i just want to say thanks for all the countless happy days and moments u've given me..
how we first met, sweet talked on the phone for hours and webcam etc..
simple me (-.^)v says (8:18 PM):
lol it felt as if they just happened yst as i read thru my old memories drafts..
how u always took care of me when i was having fever, ur morning calls etc
simple me (-.^)v says (8:19 PM):
surprising me last time etc..
thanks
simple me (-.^)v says (8:20 PM):
takecare of urself my friend jiayou with ur studies. im sure u'll succeed.
simple me (-.^)v says (8:21 PM):
bye i wont disturb u anymore, unless u want me to~ im still glad that god let me know u
i dun wish to hate her.. because its tiring and its nt a solution.. also she didnt did anything to be hated.. yes she hurt me but in a r/s i believe no one is right.. it always takes 2 hands to clap.. if i were to blame her for this, i must be blamed too..
i decide to forgive her and if she can forgive me too, i believe we can still be friends and maybe even higher level of friendship.. but if she dont want me to be in her life anymore i'll respect that too..
thanks again for all the sweet memories and times u've given me.. how ur smiles and everything were onces the most beautiful thing in my life... im thankful for the period where we were both so deeply in love.. it was really the sweetest and happiest feeling i can ever wish for...
my last hug and kiss to u.. though we cant feel this..
HUGGG*~ MUACK*~
alright i go prepare to go back camp ler..
love u all :)
