just watched Painted skin with babe.. its a good show but i didnt felt much from it though its a pretty emotional show.. maybe im really zombie liao..

i seriously hate my fellow unit friends.. all stucked up selfish assholes.. and who knows they might even backstab when im not around.. fcking gay guys..

they love to push their task/duty and watever they can thats not to their advantage.. fcking cb.. like this bloody asshole tat im attached together with.. fcker keep asking me to do his 4am duty.. kns.. then can tell me he dont sleep when he book out.. go clubbing, find gals fuck bla bla bla.. sibei fuck up!.. knn so much energy dont sleep then why dont u do ur own fucking duty.. still can say life only once must live to the fullest.. yaya he can enjoy himself by throwing all the sai to other pple to do.. zZz fucking screw up seriously... so power then why dont he fucking do all the work.....

when i ask him help me.. he siam to duno where.. ccb.. fucking angry when he ask me to do again on the 2nd day.. i already let him know very obviously tat i dun wan to do his shit.. but his thick skin so thick tmd.. ccb..

everyone is so cb selfish.. they can leave the thrash in the corridor until the left over food inside ROT and stink the whole place.. ccb! then i have to clear later on.. cb the smell is so erxin until really can puke..

haiz.. dam sian... seriously some guys in the army is fucking gay.. complain sooo fucking much when they got work to do.. then want to push their shit to others.. feel like giving them a hard punch on the face and ask them shut the fuck up and stop pushing their work to others..

fcking annoying seriously.. no one in there is nice at all seriously.. and i always have to try my best to tolerate their nonsense so i wont make any enemies and make my life even more miserable and hard to pass in army..

after tolerating so much shit in there.. i really want to enjoy a peaceful off day when im out.. but very sian.. i always fail to achieve wat i plan to accomplish..

theres so much i want to achieve.. but its either no time or too tired..
zz..

im seriously going crazy if the system dont change for the better.. im returning back to my own camp next week le.. heard master have been posted out and a new one is coming.. i wonder wat kind of new system this new master is going to implement.. haiz.. have to get use to another new system.. is it just mine or the army is full of changes i guess we just have to adapt and get use to it..

theres so much more i want to let out.. but right now im very tired and blank.. cant blog much.. i guess i'll stop here for now...

oh ya.. i haven really wish myself happy birthday during my last update hahas.. well its pathetic that my off was burnt during my birthday week.. i already took off.. but well again got fuck up pple go put me do work.. tell me only until 17 sep 12am.. but end up it lasted the whole week.. i was fucking angry tat time... thats how i spend my 22nd birthday outfield getting bite by mosquitoes zzz.. aniway still thanks to those whom remembered my birthday and making the effort sending me wishes..

thanks to my darling again for the planning etc and to the guys whom made the effort to attend the steamboat.. but actually no need spend so much de silly.. doing something for me in maple is good enough to make me happy... u know wat i want..

some side notes to myself:
update my blog.. the stupid DP link hasnt been updated for ages
update the wishlist and create one for maple
create my goals and etc section..

- i hate cold blooded girls *
12:45 AM

hmm.. its sunday again.. sighs so fast.. well in abt 3hrs+ time have to leave house already for cousin's wedding.. all the way until late night.. making the day even shorter..

hais.. then maybe after that have to book in ler.. but right now still unsure isit book in at my current camp or another.. cos next week onwards im attached out for OPS.. hais.. yeah.. gona suck..

hate it when time always passes so quickly when im out of camp.. well.. friday night had steamboat with the guys.. it was pretty cool.. then saturday night baby celebrated belated with me.. she booked sky dinning for me etc.. and after tat we watched Wall E.. it was nice.. ^_^

thanks baby for everything.. though i wish i had a longer weekend with her...

due to my OPS starting next week i wont be able to have much free time again.. sighs.. and no more weekends probably.. haiz.. dam sian...

mehs aniway i'll stop here for now..
thanks darling again for everything..

huggies.. u're the best!

- i hate cold blooded girls *
1:56 PM

mehs.. very long never blog liao.. cos NO TIME!!!.. my life have been so hectic since july.. insane!.. when i finally have my free time.. im already zombie-fied.. basically just sit down and daze in the air.. freaking retarded i tell you.. its dam depressing to go through this kinda treatment.. maybe other people dont mind but i mind.... its driving me nut-sy!

not to mention that i've been doing sai for 1mth striaght in camp last month.. and now got so much more to do.. still lacking rest... when im out of camp finally i feel so dreaded to do anything.. sighs!..

aniway i'll blog more soon! i hope next week i can come out for my birthday.. hope they let me take my leave..

sorry to the few of my friends whom have been wanting to catch up with me when im finally out of camp... im really very tired.. i hope you all understand... i'll try to make it up if you all and time allow me to.. sob..

i really felt bad for missing out alot of my friend's birthday etc.. hais i used to be there with them almost every year..

last but not least.. Jiayou darling for your exams next week! i know u're very tired yet u always force urself to accompany me etc.. i can feel it.. sob.. thanks baby!

sobs im so glad to have you with me...
please take good care of urself ok..
love u!

- i hate cold blooded girls *
8:35 PM