hais so sian.. suddenly feel like starting a new blog.. but this time it wont be a private blog.. hmm.. this coming book out i'll spend sometime alone to brainstorm.. it doesnt work to rely on others..

one must fight for his own happiness.. im starting to visual a new path in my life with more opportunities for myself..

freedom and happiness is worth it to fight for! cant be bothered abt other issues..

though ive been saying similar stuff for ages without much changes.. i think im starting to know whats holding me back..

this time perhaps the change might be alittle more significant.. hmm.. wish i could manage everything on my own.. dam ns.. i wasnt a very shary individual to begin with... mmhm.. still thinking how to make life happier without affecting my goals.. its time i realize that my life belong to myself and im not subject to comply towards others demands or request thats not going to give a positive impact on my reality...

give urself a chance to be free yc..

- i hate cold blooded girls *
3:12 PM

finally i manage to login using my hp.. been having problem the past week logging in.. bah but nw i forgotten what i wanted to blog :x

aniway just some updates..

as usual time always flies when i bk out and crawls when im in camp.. haiz.. nth much i can do but to walk a step at a time..

well sch going to start very soon for darlìng.. guess maybe just another gd weekend together or so before she start getting busy with sch..

sighs.. watever it is i appreciate everything that she've done for me eversince i got into ns..

hugs.. haiz i miss her...

- i hate cold blooded girls *
12:19 PM