siann!...

we're stucked in our project..

didnt expect this major problem.. at first i thought its going to be easy finding a range out of our calculated values.. but now it seems like its so hard to solve..

we've 100 results out of the 3 categories.. Normal, Benign and Cancer.. so a total of 300 results.. we need a range of values so that we can program out a condition to identify whether the input image have cancer or not..

but due to the huge ranges.. and many overlapping of results.. its very hard to get the desired results.. using mean, standard deviation etcs.. arghs! driving me mad!.. so irritated..

sighs.. and common test next week...

so not in a good mood....

sighs and well shiny jie and kangwei kinda quarrelled.. hais.. i guess now its best for both to just take some time to cool down..

yun mei asking me to go play Water Margin Online..
while shiny jie asking me to go play Rappelz..

faints... why dont all come join me in iRO..

sians hais...

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12:26 PM

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12:27 AM

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12:12 AM

just came back..

was celebrating cj's belated 21st birthday with the rest..

Benjamin, Benson, Cheng Ju, Wei Xiang, Zhenning and myself..

i met up with benjamin and wei xiang at around 7pm.. then we went to benson house whereby zhenning was already there..

We watched tv while waiting for cj to contact us when he reach.. lol was funny with the biscuit benjamin ate at benson house lols...! hahahas..

after cj reached we went to bukit panjang plaza to meet him.. and we ate at swensens.. as usual i had my breaded chicken.. been wanting to eat that for quite awhile.. hehe finally get to taste it again..

we had great conversations over dinner.. and it really feels like old times.. it was nice and warming..

u know.. 6 mags talking..

lol.. aniway yeah found out that cj had quit maple which i had kinda expected cause i've not seen him in game for awhile.. and he've moved on to WoW together with his gf..

and goodness.. he didnt slept for 8 days just to chiong WoW.. thats omgosh.. i think i've long lost that kind of adrenaline rush.. but i guess he dont have a choice too.. his gf's a hardcore gamer too!

was still hoping he could join me back in iRO though lols.. but nah just let nature/fate takes place.. i've also lowered my ambition in iRO..

although im back in iRO.. everything just feels different already.. seriously i even ponder why i returned.. seriously to me.. iRO's an unfinished business.. the dream that im after wasnt completed the last round.. my guild wasnt complete with Elites.. thats why now its called Dreams.. but even so.. everything is different now.. the feeling.. perhaps the missing pieces of the key players made it all meaningless.. cj,zn,benson,wx,gab.. everyone wasnt playing already.. so why am i now..??..

no idea.. but its just a much better off game compared to maple if u ask me.. if im to choose a game to play.. why not just pick one thats much better.. not to mention i've already spent so much effort on iRO before..

watever.. is it.. im fighting between gaming for the best or just gaming for leisure.. i dont understand why people will wana quit a game.. if u know that eventually u'll quit the game.. why do u even start on it?.. and wats the outcome of all the previous efforts?.. im really puzzled..

aniway enuff of crap..

recently my mood isnt great.. theres hidden issues where i dont feel like blogging out here.. cause it might just be some random happenings.. but its bothering me indeed..

im pretty sensitive when my mood is low.. a sentence can either cheer me up.. or just make me feel unhappy..

sighs.. aniway watched "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End".. its interesting in some ways.. but certain part of the movie makes me felt weird..

yea its a long show.. aniway after the movie we went home..

and yups i forgot to mention that benson went to get his dad vehicle after dinner and drove us to westmall for the movie.. and even sent us all home..

first time i actually sat in a vehicle driven by him.. although he didnt speed but his skills were steady on a manual vehicle.. how i wish i could aquire the skills too... *dream*

sighs duno why nowadays i feel so lost when im blogging.. just kinda type nonsense and rubbish...

shall end here...

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3:10 AM

omg.. the workers next door are quarrelling now.. wtf?...



bi bi ba ba.. so loud.. dont know wat they yelling about.. wtf.. crazy..

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8:58 PM

Darling and my horoscope.. pretty true..

Aries & Virgo

When Aries and Virgo come together in a love match, they may think at first that they have nothing in common and nothing to learn from one another. This relationship takes time to develop as each partner must learn to understand where the other is coming from. Aries and Virgo can seem like total opposites: While Aries is brash, dominant and aggressive, always jumping into new things and almost always impatient, Virgo is detail-oriented and quiet, even shy, and works patiently toward long-term goals. Aries's energy is fiery and impetuous while Virgo's is much slower and more grounded. It's these very differences, however, that can teach Aries and Virgo so much, once they just look beneath one another's surfaces to see what lies beneath.

Early in the relationship, Aries and Virgo may see nothing but one another's faults. Virgo thinks Aries is way too brash, and Aries thinks Virgo is extremely fussy. But if they focus on one another's strengths instead, they'll discover a great deal. Aries teaches Virgo about fun and excitement, about the spontaneity that is often missing in Virgo's life. Virgo teaches Aries patience and attention to detail, the knowledge that the little things -- and moments -- are important too. Aries can teach their Virgo lover to take things less seriously. Virgo can teach Aries to be polite and value hard work.

Aries is ruled by the Planet Mars and Virgo is ruled by the Planet Mercury. Aries wants to rush out and fight without wasting time preplanning or strategizing. Conversely, Virgo wants to analyze everything and work out all the details before acting. These are such opposite approaches that strife can result. Both Signs must make a conscious effort to learn from one another's method rather than letting their partner's natural rhythm bother to the point of distraction.

Aries is a Fire Sign and Virgo is an Earth Sign. Where Aries is all fiery impetuosity, Virgo is grounded practicality. Virgo weighs all the options before devoting any serious effort, while Aries simply sees what they want and dives in! This is true both in career and in personal relationships -- which can be something of a stumbling block. If Aries has decided it's Virgo they want, they might be frustrated for some time to come, waiting for Virgo to make up their mind about whether the relationship is a good idea.

Aries is a Cardinal Sign and Virgo is a Mutable Sign. Virgo doesn't need to be the leader or the boss; they're glad to follow another's suggestion once they decide it's a viable one. Aries, on the other hand, wants to make those suggestions -- every time. This is a beneficial dynamic if these two Signs are working as a team toward a common goal.

What's the best aspect of the Aries-Virgo relationship? Their great effectiveness as a team -- business or personal. Their personalities, opposite in so many ways, make for a highly complementary relationship.

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2:15 PM

well well..

onces again theres a period of silence with my updates..

been so busy nowadays.. life just get busier each living day.. lol task awaiting to be completed etc.. or does it only happens to me? cos i see many people coping with their tasks fairly well.. tasks just seem to be 'enhanced' when it gets on to me..

kill me pls lols.. arghs..

recently i've been struck with headaches more often then before and they last for a extended period of time as well.. hope nothings wrong..

im tired!.. even right now.. in school writing this entry.. i've background I.E running 5 and more windows doing further researching on Image Processing..

i understand that everything in life isnt as simple as it seems..

just like a image.. it might appear to u as a simple 'picture' or 'coloured object'.. but in the background theres so much more to it.. the individual pixels.. the colour ranges.. and not to mention binaries...

i hate binaries omg! but yet u cant ignore the fact that almost everything is make up of it..

theres many things in life that we really dont have the freedom to reject.. but accept it.. whether you like it or not..

still well im trying to enjoy life as much as im keeping myself alive.. but yet we couldnt neglect the reality and time thats pushing us every living second with no mercy..

what is it that im thinking of?..

every night i just couldnt get to sleep in peace..
hate it!

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10:53 AM

just came home from darling's house..

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8:34 AM

Happy 2 month Anniversary darling =)..

Thankyou so much for everything you've done for me..

Your support, care and concern.. Huggs..

love you darling =)

爱你！！

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12:40 AM

arghs.. missed school today..

suckss..

just wokeup.. couldnt sleep last night.. therefore today so tired.. worst is i feel kinda uncomfortable.. my head felt as if i've been smacked by something or watever.. arghs!..

probably due to the drilling and shit going on next door!..

screw them!!...

freaking noisy!!..

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5:21 PM

pengs its almost 3am.. yet im still awake..

hmm kinda dazing.. although im feeling tired but duno why i cant seem to sleep..

darling should long be in her dream land ler.. lols... silly darling so tired yet today still came over to my place.. and even cooked for my whole family.. *hugs*

looks like we really bought too much and cooked too much for dinner lmao!.. im still feeling the dinner inside me.. gosh lols!.. hahaha funny.. i had fun though.. dont know about darling.. */hmm*

and well after some thoughts.. i decide to go back to iRO.. hm dont know why im going back.. but Kyozame said he'll help me pay for 6mth subscription.. *looks at kyo, are u serious?*

whatever it is.. i just hope that iRO wont be as stressful as before.. i still remembers the old times.. yet at the same time i miss the leadership back then.. the sense of achievement.. especially when u manage the guild well and everyone is just like a family to u.. thats the best achievement you get when your guild rock..

Elites! i misses it.. our emblems our members.. the wild times.. how we WoEd.. how we do crazy mobbing at alarms, our lod-ing, etc etc.. but somethings will never return when they're lost..

whatever it is.. now i just wish for a good start and that iRO would be sweeter and peaceful during this new journey..

i'll still continue to play maple.. for shiny jie.. and darling.. so guess i'll require abit of time management here.. */hmm*..

Main Pro and Cons of this 2 mmporg..

MapleStory
Pro
- Free
- Easy to play due to 2D
- No lag

Cons
- Too many kids
- Leveling is tougher
- Need to buy acash if you want to look nice or lvl faster
- The game is mainly all about leveling, limited activities
- No PK/Guild war at this point of time
- Majority of the players in there are assholes, they like to KS alot
- You can spend more then 50 SGD$ / month if you're crazy about being rich and strong

RagnarokOnline
Pro
- Guild War, PvP etc
- Better in game interface
- Players are more matured
- Theres alot u can do in this game
- Proper grand marriage *looks at darling*

Cons
- 12USD$ / month
- The game is more complicated
- Drama and politics
- Bad lag sometimes

haiss so sians.. will see how thing goes..

alright think i'll stop here for now..

goodnight!

<3 darling.. 想你哦！hehe...

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2:40 AM

phew.. review finally over..

it was suppose to be at 9:30am.. but wah i wait until 10:30am then they come.. pengs.. so dam stress as i was waiting..

feels great that its over! although im still in a state of shock lol =x..

15mins of hell! presenting my image processing on breast cancer.. faints.. as i was presenting to the 3 reviewers, some people in the project room from other course keep turning their head over.. -.- pengs.. never hear about breast cancer before isit..

sians.. but well one of the reviewer is my supervisor for my PD1 last sem.. so it was kinda paiseh lor.. awkward.. haiks..

but yay its OVER!.. finally all the effort paid off!..

guess what? i didnt slept.. and so did darling.. gosh.. shes so sweet to rush down during midnight just to accompany me as i do my work and eventually she even helped me to do my power point slides as i was doing my project report on ms words.. and she even did a great job on the ppt slides.. first time having a girl friend that actually help me out on my acadamics as well.. aww.. the feeling is so nice...

im really glad that darling helped me on my powerpoint slides.. else i wouldnt been able to finish it on time.. cause by the time i finish my report it was already 6+am.. arghs...

after everything done we took a short break and soon it was already 7+am.. darling then took cab from my hse to work.. omgosh.. can see darling's totally worn out.. feel so bad.. *hugs*.. and im surprised that i can actually stay up all night.. i guess the energy drink, coffee and coke actually worked =x.. still remember the old times in iRO when all the players in the US will say they drink coke to stay up late in the night.. perhaps its true o.o.. due to the sugar content..

good that all the hard work have been worth it!..

A big thanks to you darling!!

Thankyou for helping me and staying up whole night just for me! aww..

muackss!!
真的好感谢你哦宝贝！

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11:00 AM

just wakeup..

sighs thought it was still early.. but when i look at my hp.. i say wtf.. already half day gone.. and yeah im closer to my stupid review..

the guys are having bowling now and they gona catch spiderman 3 later.. cool.. nt sure wat my plans would be for the night.. but now.. mood isnt great.. due to certain issues beside my project.. sighs.. and its still in my head troubling me..

hate it when im under stress.. i get irritated and over sensitive easily.. so maybe even an ant biting me will piss me off.. at these kinda times is when i will normally MIA to prevent bad things from happening..

anyway yesturday i stayed in project room until 9pm.. zn came ard 8+pm to accompany me and even got me dinner.. so nice =) thanks man.. first time xD..

left project room at 9pm cause the stupid lecturer want to lock up the centre already.. so he chase us out.. kns.. he's a bastard.. zZz.. so well i went home together with zn..

lol i let zn play games while i do my project.. afterall my project is so boring im sure he wouldnt enjoy looking at it while i do lols..

around 2+am if im not wrong.. darling came to my hse.. brought my favourite almond dessert and even made a card for me too.. so nice aw... but sadly she got to go home before her mum wakes up..

3 of us ate the dessert together.. zn, me and darling.. lol and everyone was using a computer.. zn playing game on my pc while darling and i using our own laptops.. at a certain moment i suddenly felt as if they were my real siblings.. or in another way whereby i bring my gf home and my didi zn is playing game in the same room as me and my gf were in.. the feeling was so virtual yet felt almost real.. sighs.. if only i really had siblings around my age.. both my sis were so much ahead of me interm of age.. always so left out.. its like having no siblings at all.. sighs but anyway.. i shdnt complain.. because some people they dont have any siblings at all.. and the kind of loneliness must be so intense..

had fun with zn laughing through those funny videos on youtube.. lols.. insane pranks.. time flies and soon its time to say goodbye.. zn left at 4+am.. he walked out alone to get cab.. i feel so bad.. hais.. when he leaving i wanted to return him money for the dinner.. but he said a sentence that made me felt that it was sweet.. cant recall but its something like.. “那晚餐是我买来请你吃的”... =(.. and when he bring the dinner over.. it was still quite hot cos he took a cab.. his eyes were red throughout the night so could see that his tired.. but still he tried to stay with me till his limit.. eventhough its just sitting there playing game or doing boring stuff.. thanks man didi.. =(..

darling left at around near 7am.. and yeah.. its sad too.. just hate to say goodbye.. just like tearing a piece of meat from you.. haiss..

i guess im just the kind of people that love to have people by my side supporting me.. like real siblings.. cause my sisters never supported me before.. due to the age gap and difference in gender whatever i do just seem wrong to them..

sighs.. why am i talking about all these.. yeah.. emo onces again.. im tired... sick of my emo character... it goes give any benefits but extra trouble.. can i go for a brain wash?!..

我好累。。。

谢谢你zn弟弟。。谢你给我的晚餐和陪伴。。
真的要谢谢你陪了我一整晚。。
当然我也要谢谢我亲爱的von。。
谢谢你为我做的一切。。

虽然我不知道你为什么又问我那问题。。
但我只能认为我不够好。。
我的心情一直没好过。。

这几天你要好好的照顾身体。。
而且拜托请你早点睡。。
我知道你已经很累了。。
不要一直为了我而假装你不累。。
虽然我会感动但是傻瓜。。
你要知道我也同时会为你担忧。。

这几天我就让你好好的休息吧。。

爱你。。。
想你。。。

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5:02 PM

你好吗？

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11:19 AM

hmm darling just slept..

well as for me.. tired too.. but cant sleep yet.. having a bad flu ever since earlier on in the night.. sighs.. sick sick sick..

hope darling dont fall sick too.. hais..

some update.. wednesday i've got a friend joining my project.. well his new to our project room.. just came back to back course after taking a break from studies.. his quite old.. but at least his friendly and easy to get along.. so well i didnt mind him joining my project at all.. afterall im having problem coping with my project alone at the moment..

so well things just started to progress.. i really got no idea how am i going to survive through the VPP review next monday.. without being questioned about my work done and stuffs..

hais.. really sian..

darling's said her grandma invited me for dinner later at night.. (fri).. but i really dont know if i can attend right now.. im unsure.. i might need to stay back later to really get some work done..

haiss...

and yup darling came my hse for dinner earlier on.. huggies...

its almost our 2nd month anniversary.. but yet it seems like we've been together for more then 2mths.. lol..

this month its my turn to plan for the events.. lol thinking hard on how am i going to make it nice..

okies i better go sleep.. later 9am meeting my project mate in sch to work on our project..

nights.. love you darling!

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3:03 AM

putting up a fuckup face..

ccb.. bth.. really feel so attitude now.. alot anger inside me.. thanks to him... lucky he stopped his shit.. else i got a good reason for me to unwind my anger..

know wat im going to do!? im going to stare right at him and say have u fucking said enough? wats your fucking problem cb.. did i wake u up from ur dream, kick ur ass or kick ur dog in the morning?!..

knn..

really dam pissed off!..

keep cursing me to repeat becos i wasnt here for my VPP and such..
if he's doing my project i see how hes going to do it...

he better dont piss me off..

cause although i have high tolerance level.. and seldom express my anger.. but onces i expresses it out.. it would take double the effort to make me forgive a person and treat him/her the same as before..

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2:51 PM

hate this particular cb kia in my project room..

he just now said some stuff that already push me to my limit liao..

now if he say 1 more.. im going to fucking scream at him and show him attitude liao ccb..

theres limitation to my tolerance.. ccb somemore i never do any shit to deserve it

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2:44 PM

belated post for 01.05.07..

today was darren and flyod's birthday celebration..

went to meet darling at marina square.. as they're celebrating in MoF.. when i got there it was already 2+pm.. due to some held up at home.. which mainly is due to my dog running lose on the road =x.. shes the craziest dog i ever had.. gosh..

aniway when i reach there everyone already ate their food.. so i just sat down and listen to their conversation by darren.. floyd wasnt there cos he overslept.. heard he drank alot the night before.. must have had a good celebration..

well darren as usual.. never fail to make us laugh.. so funny.. and he was telling us about the movie wild hogs.. how funny it was etc.. lol the way he express really funny...

aniway we stayed in MoF until about near 4pm.. then we went to the arcade.. watched them dance parapara.. lol cool.. wish i got the ability to dance routined moves..

played some other games in the arcade before the others left at around 6+pm.. so left me and darling we walked to suntec to check spiderman 3 timing since marina dont have any slots left..

we got our spiderman 3 slot in suntec.. but it was pretty late so we went to walk around first.. it was pretty intresting but tiring.. cos i seldom walk around in shopping malls for so long.. and well darling brought me to this ramen shop in suntec.. omg the ramen was so dam spicy.. sob..

when we finish our show it was already midnight so we took cab home.. as darling mum asking her to go home asap..

and as for the show.. it was nice.. but pretty sad in the end.. hais...

ending here..
love u darling.. =)

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3:18 AM