Merry Xmas to everyone....

firstly thanks darling for the great xmas present! omg.. silly babe i can feel and imagine all the efforts you've put in to getting it for me.. :( hugss.. thanks for being a sweetie and i really appreciate all the gifts and presents you've gotten me since day 1..

each one of them has feelings and memories engraved on them.. though i cant promise that i can remember the dates that you gave me the presents on, as much as i want to..

but im sure the feelings will always be there.. sobs.. thanks.. huggies..

anyway last night was decent.. though it could had been even better..

watched "I am Legend".. well its decent i would say.. but somehow kinda sad i felt.. esp the poor dog.. sigh..

alot in my mind to write about wats going on recently but duno how to write them out now.. so much had happened to everyone lately.. and i know everyone's still trying to get over their own problems.. sigh.. takecare everyone!

they sky is getting dark looks like its gona rain today sighs... darling's still at church.. hope she wont get caught in the rain when she on the way back..

feeling so lost :s.. wonder wats right for me to do.. just slack and rest or do something..

thinking about it.. sometimes the more we want to save/treasure time.. the more we will end up wasting it..

maybe we really should just grab and do watever that come along the way?.. but on the other hand.. if you dont fight for something.. nothing can be achieved either..

this is life.. shit happens...

anyway thanks darling for everything.. hugs =)

will blog more in time to come.. nowadays i either have no time to really sit down and blog or having too much complicated thoughts...

sighs.. takecare!

- i hate cold blooded girls *
11:57 AM

- i hate cold blooded girls *
12:40 AM

Happy 9th Anniversary Darling..

thanks for being my baby.. <3~ hugss~

anyway sighs time flies.. its time to sleep liao.. so sian.. no life!! i usually hang out till late in the night.. now i can hardly do that anymore lol.. infact to be exact i can only do that during weekends..

how miserable..

good night!

- i hate cold blooded girls *
11:02 PM

peeboo.. sounds like pearpuu lol!..

anyway just got home not long.. hais.. on the way home was listening to my techno tracks.. sighs..

indeed.. it has been long since my last blog.. its been real busy nowadays.. or should i say.. 'no life'.. haha.. a pre-taste of NS life?.. since its also 'no life'.. you dont have time to do what you want to..

we all been slacking too long.. until now we're forced to enter this stage of no freedom.. think you can still walk around in town, slacking around in the pub or even going clubbing.. all these seem to be activities of the past soon..

maybe it just that i've been influenced by my working environment.. but im kinda lost in what i want.. something isnt right i know..

or maybe its just another perfectionist cell creating drama..

taking the MRT really can affect a person.. i hate taking public transport since the day i've to take one.. because i always feel uneasy in one.. but now im forced to take as its gona cost me 20 bucks if i gona take cab to work..

you really see lots of stuffs while taking MRT.. how people live their life etc.. aniway most of the time i get irritated on a bad day.. when its so packed in the train and it just sucks.. but who cares since im always taking train at the most 'hot' period of the day..

all i can say is.. Sight is the most powerful in human.. follow by the sense of touch.. people tend to get affected/influenced by visuals the most.. and thats why we have photos and videos..

everything is depend upon Sight.. without it.. hearing/feeling wont be able to reach the climax..

but watever.. everything is important.. its best to stay healthy and enjoy every espect of life..

sighs..

and today i was cleaning up my table drawer.. saw lot of notes from the previous temp staff before i took over.. heard that she was also from Ngee Ann and part time.. she got lots of notes about the job.. and well i encounter some interesting stuff.. online food booking and even travel booking.. she print out all those using the company printer.. faint.. worst is she dump all the paper in the drawer.. wth.. but really sweet lor.. i kinda envy her able to plan so much stuff.. all the travel isnt cheap... i saw free and easy travel, cruise, sea side chalet etc.. even some valentine meal that cost 200+ / couple meal.. so sweet.. makes me wonder how their r/s feels like.. and this couple anniversary was on the 12th lol.. 1 day after darling and mine.. Oct 12 was their 13th anniversary.. cause she print out a calender and wrote there Happy 13th Anniversary!.. it seems to me like shes working and studying at the same time due to the different hours she scribbled on the papers.. but that also make me wonder why she quit this job.. maybe shes rich and just working for fun?... no idea..

hais.. i wonder.. whats there to be envious about.. maybe im just curious.. those kinda luxury r/s probably doesnt suit me.. though everyone would say money doesnt matter.. as long as they love each other.. but trust me.. money has it roles in every espect.. and dont be surprise how powerful / important this role can get to...

money money.. i find myself getting closer and closer to this need each working day.. the visual of my workplace just make me feels troubled.. i dont know how to explain.. but watever it is.. its a path everyone has to go through and stay in the future..

everyone there is so rich.. at least im sure the people im dealing with are.. and my work place environment.. you see all the business man being drive around by their own driver etc...

even my boss also driving me speechless.. 4 digit to them is peanuts... when i ask them to review certain stuffs.. its so obvious that they dont give a crap about those thousand over dollars expenses / request..

hais...

emo emo.. dont you hate it? i do...

i hope to enjoy myself this comin weekend.. sighs.. cant believe that weekend can be so precious right?.. its gona be the same when i enter NS.. but this precious thing is so short.. till it makes me feel pathetic going through every weekend..

NO LIFE....

- i hate cold blooded girls *
7:01 PM