i just got back home... wtf owned... aniway last night was really insane!... i almost lost myself completely.. wtf had i done?.. haix..

guess wat?.. i smoked last night.. thanks to zhiheng.. i dont know how many fucking cig i smoked in total within the few hours at MOS and after as i was drunk and high.. all i noe is now i can still feel the smoke and my lungs is feeling so disgusted right now.. feel like throwing up.. not becos of alcohol but cos of the sickening smoke feeling and the taste of it in my mouth... gosh!!...

i really feel as if im dying already wtf.. crazy!!

to be updated..

- i hate cold blooded girls *
10:28 AM

here i am..onces again having hang over.. wtf..but at least this time its better im not feeling totally gone case.. yeahx went mos again last night.. zhiheng kinda asked me along..

before that earlier in the day i was working at dad office from morning till about 5pm.. after that got home and well chengju called me and tell me to get ready by 8:15pm if possible and we shall go town together with her sister xandra, peggy and xin ning.. but i only got ready by around 9pm+.. and yea met up with cj at the bus stop and we went to town..

by the time we reach hmv.. it was already like 10+pm omg.. and cj wanted to get dinner as he hasnt ate anything.. but hmv was already closing... so we went to cine and cj decided to eat yoshi.. xandra mei and peggy then met up with us at yoshi too..

well after dinner.. we slacked around thinking of plans becos xin ning dun wan to go for movie.. so aniway in the end they decided to buy some alcohol, go back chengju and xandra house drink.. well we took cab back and we waited for xin ning to arrive.. but omg when she arrived she said she dont wana drink alcohol.. so we're like "sweat".. but well xin ning kinda strained her neck so she couldnt turn her head.. sigh poor her..

yea aniway after awhile xin ning went back home cos she dun wana club probably due to work tomorrow.. ><.. as cj, xandra mei and peggy decided to join me at mos with zhiheng.. and well zhiheng also kinda high i guess? cos he called me and say "get all of them fucking down now!" lolx!.. yea so cj and me waited for the girls to get dressed up and we took cab down to mos..

well.. the crowd in mos was pretty huge.. but sadly the main hall was trance isit? or something.. yea aniway when we got there.. we're asked to drink again gosh.. teq + vodka.. eww..

aniway yea kinda everyone was there tonight.. and pamela too! yea cos she just came back singapore today.. sighx.. aniway cj got kinda drunk after playing 5 10 with pamela and he puked.. but he was fine after resting on the sofa for sometime.. and i also got kinda nuts.. was high yet args.. kinda mixed.. aniway something happened which broke my heart.. i saw my beloved xandra mei kinda got hooked up by jonathan whom is zhiheng's friend.. u know that guy was kinda getting close with her and the worst was .. arh i shall not say... but yea i didnt felt good.. cos shes my sister.. im suppose to take care of her!.. and this was the first time she went clubbing as well.. sighx.. guess im being over protective.. but yea even chengju didnt felt happy about it.. sighs.. im so worried about her sometimes.. haix..

aniway yea im going to stop here for now.. and guess wat? tonight its mos again!! gosh!!.. but yea tonite zhenning would be joining us too.. cos hes booking out today.. i hope tonite will be a better night.. i wouldnt wana mention wat kinda drama happened to zhiheng back in mos yesturday..

okok ending now.. cos im staying over at cheng ju hse btw.. and hes trying to sleep.. the sound of me typing the keyboard kinda disturbed him.. so yea tats all and i'll blog more soon..

P.S some side track, today i managed to know more about jes and hui xian..

- i hate cold blooded girls *
9:52 AM

goshhh i been spending the entire day sleeeping.. but i cant get myself into a deep sleep!.. i slept at near 7am i think.. i just laid on my bed and fell asleep unknowingly.. i was too dizzy to bath and so i fell asleep without bathing gosh..

but i wokeup again at 8+ near 9am.. then i went to take a bath.. vision was still very blur, couldnt walk steadily and hearing echos.. but yea i manage to get myself bathed eventually.. after that went back to sleep.. but mum got me out of bed to eat breakfast.. so i force myself out of my hang over and ate my breakfast.. and went back to sleep..

but i couldnt really get back to sleep.. perhaps too much alcohol in my body.. i just feel so hot and unable to sleep.. arghs.. until now i still feeling so dizzy.. super hangover!.. but at least i still can type properly..

args.. but my mind like so empty now.. i dun even noe wat to blog.. erms.. today i might go meet xandra mei cos she want to pass me my belated birthday present.. actually yesturday before i go in MOS she wanted to meet me and pass me but i couldnt meet her =(.. but aniway im touched.. i didnt expect she would really buy my present.. been quite awhile since i received birthday present from her..

gosshh im feeling so HOT!.. omg.. first time i felt such insane hang over... but lucky i didnt puke last night... but really feeling so high!!.. if only zhenning was there too then it will be really a crazy night for us ler.. lolx!..

arhss aniway i update more later.. i couldnt think now...

aniway changed my blog's song.. cos my birthday is over! and i want to thank everyone whom had celebrated for me.. it was nice =)

- i hate cold blooded girls *
3:10 PM

justsdt camme bacck frromm mosas asannd iiinm reallyy ssejh nowaw.... . .. thasksnks zzzghhiiihengg frorr senndiing sme bacsk homee... s. and jussta satw shihwui meesassage.. wahaix........ iia dddununo warht tyoo saty ,... . anwiay i going to s,eleepz now.. im sio she, niow... wtgg..sh...hjhj.gf.f.. . first tmioe i fell sopp hight...! omg... dam all the SjhotTt.s..... i gooing nuts !QWE watgkmgmgsolmggg

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6:34 AM

changed the song on my blog.. felt that this song pretty much suit my feelings recently.. and also its my birthday in 2 days.. so i'll dedicate this song to myself..

sorry that i haven been updating my blog recently.. but i'll try to update the past posts soon..

below is the lyrics of the song.. its in chinese so you cant see it unless u got a chinese reader.. aniway its quite an old song.. guess most of u guys shd already know how to sing it already..

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你的一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

- i hate cold blooded girls *
9:28 PM

just got back.. well zn ask me to go down Holland Village at around evening time but i only got there at around near 10pm.. due to dinner and some delays inbetween.. but i didnt knew he was going to pass me my birthday present until gabriel leaked it out when he called me telling me he bought me a converse shoe..

but i was like Omg? when i heard it on the phone.. i was shocked.. and earlier on in the noon when i was working zhenning actually called me and ask about wat kinda converse shoes suits him.. and wat are my advises.. woah i really didnt expect he will buy one for me too! omg..

when gabriel and i met up with zhenning, benson and yukuang.. zn really pass me my present and telling me its my early birthday present.. i cant imagine how surprised i would be if gab didnt accidentally leaked it out..

well the shoe size fits me pretty well.. wow its nice and well no one had buy something likedat for me before.. and im sure it isnt cheap.. but i really like it.. im touched man.. thanks zhenning! hugs~<3....

- i hate cold blooded girls *
2:00 AM

just got back, wow today is a tiring day and stomachache day lol.. when i wokeup my stomach wasnt feeling very well and it lasted until night..

guess its becos of the vodka + beer mixture and the watever goreng that zhiheng introduced.. it was so spicy!! gosh..

aniway today dad brought me to BBDC and i renewed my 3C account.. /ho.. gona start booking and planning out my schedule ler.. i want to drive soon too! xD..



aniway yea just came back from Westmall.. went to watch "The Host" with the guys.. well the show is kinda lame.. but rating i will say 6.5/10.. at least better then frostbite.. well storyline was quite predictable but some scenes was rather against my prediction.. but i will say the ending is gay.. /swt..

lol saw joanne leaving me with a msg on msn so i replied her and surprisingly she was still awake doing her report for her attachment.. wow.. i wish this sem i can make it thru and start my FYP next semester.. i want to faster graduate and move on to NS and everything.. /sigh..

kk aniway time to sleep.. i have been lacking in sleep recently.. so much outings and work.. *worn out* but its good.. at least it doesnt give me time to think about things i dun want to think of..

alright goodnight! sweet dreams to everyone thats reading my blog..

- i hate cold blooded girls *
3:08 AM