Yvonne went from being "in a relationship" to "it's complicated

guess she made the next move..
soon it'll be single.. and haha i can see alot guys already starting to 'react'..

wat can i do? she made the decision.. love cant be forced...
i tried to make her stay..
i didnt cheat on her..
my life was all about her..
1 and only girl haha..
i never restricted her did i..

since shes already so hard hearted.. wat more shd i hold on to..

please dont treat it as if im the one who wanted to break.. u made the choice so the one which is suffering isnt you...

i know you changed your password wayy.. before i even knew you would...

you think i'll hack you?.. i guess im so low life in your image eh..

leave me in a pile of shit to dig myself up... you dont even care...
if i never sms you, you're even happier.. so i stopped..

the 2nd impact you gave me was when i realise you've change your password..

whether you read this anot doesnt matter..

i dont know wat you bitch to your friends abt me, whether you tell them the same as wat you told me..

i only know you walk out on me just like that..
weeks ago you could still be sending me sweet stuffs.. suddenly you just give me cold shoulders and leave me to suffer in camp eventhough you knew how much i miss you.. make me suffer 10 over days trying to figure out wat i wish wasnt the result..

this month was insane.. if not because of my friends whom didnt give up on me i think i would had really died...

yes its all one sided now.. i dont know how you feel.. but i do know you dont want to see me and you dont even care... you dont bother to msn me or even msg.. nothing... and when i does the above you will respond with such coldness that can kill even a dinosaur...

who should be the one thats swimming in a pool of alcohol now?.. the victim or the one who wanted this?....

you leave me hanging there... tell me you want to study.. yahs.. tell me you still love me.. but the next day you can treat me like as if the past were nothing to you... such a heartless person can still feel sad?.. can i know wat exactly are you trying to do now??....

you're the one thats breaking up with me.. i never cheated on you or watever to make you heart broken k!

you said you feel responsible for me when you're with me.. so you've to let this r/s go so you can find back yourself....

but is this all just an excuse? in the end the answer is just.. you dont love me anymore right??..

who's the one that says she wanted a simple love.. and money cant buy EVERYTHING.. now who's heading the way of the achiever.. and worry abt my future etc.. eventhough i already am planning my own future.....

why are u feeling sad now.. and all the stuffs going on in fb huh.. just wana torture me.... you've all your guys and girls out there cheering for you....

aniway sorry im really frustrated now.....

you're moving on really fast... our past is really nothing to you... now i dont even know who i was with all the while.... why would i fall in love with such a girl.......

im going to delete all the messages later on.. i guess its really pointless holding on anymore... hopes.... leads to more pain......

PAIN PAIN PAIN! DO YOU CARE!? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOUR SO HEARTLESS WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN IM GOING THROUGH..
I CANT EAT SLEEP OR CONCENTRATE ON ANYTHING..
I FEEL LIKE AS IF IM GOING INSANE SOMETIMES..
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO AM I AND WHAT AM I DOING..
DOING THINGS JUST TO MAKE THE PAIN LESSER..
AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GGIRLS!!!@!$!%!@#!@#!$!~@~@$~

I MAY NOT BE THE BEST/UNDERSTANDING/ROMANTIC/SUPER LOVING BF SOMETIMES BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I CAN TELL YOU I REALLY LOVE YOU AND I REALLY TREATED YOU AS THE WOMAN I WANT TO BE WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE.. MY LOVE FOR YOU WERE ALWAYS TRUE.. AND I MEANT WATEVER I SAID.. WHEN I SAID FOREVER I MEANT IT..

I REALLY OVER REACTED AT TIMES AND OVER SENSITIVE.. BUT ITS ALL BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU TOO MUCH....

I CHANGED FOR THE BETTER FOR YOU, I CAN TRY TO DO EVERYTHING WITHIN MY ABILITIES.. JUST TO PROVE..

THATS HOW IMPORTANT YOU WERE!

BUT NOW YOU'RE LEAVING ME..

OVER...

I WANT TO FOCUS ON MY STUDIES AND BE A ACHIEVER AND YOU COULDNT DO THAT BECAUSE YOU'RE IN A R/S.. AND YOU CANT BE YOURSELF...

HAA....

I GOT NOTHING TO SAY ANYMORE...

YOU HURT ME DEEPLY ONCES AGAIN... AND I HOPE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I WILL EVER BLEED FOR YOU AGAIN...

BLAME MYSELF FOR BEING BLINDED BY LOVE..

FUCKING HARD TO GET OVER SOMEONE WHO I'VE BEEN SO CLOSELY ATTACHED TOGETHER FOR ALMOST 31MONTH..

AND ITS EVEN HARDER TO REALISE ITS ALL JUST A LIE...

WTF JUST HAPPENED WHEN YOU WENT HK.. BEFORE THAT YOU CAN STILL MSG ME YOU MISS ME AND LOVE ME ETC.. EVERYTHING WAS STILL SO SWEET.. THEN WHEN YOU RETURN YOU JUST CHANGED WITHIN A FEW DAYS.........

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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