Friday, October 09, 2009
congrats girl on clearing your accounting :)
i know it meant alot to you..
im really happy for you :)..
although i know i'll miss her even more by viewing her profile, but still i cant stop my hand from moving the mouse towards her name and clicking on it..
after all i still want to know whats happening to her and try to be there for her.. even if we're just friends now..
im glad shes going out with her friends now.. everything seems to be back on track for her.. it appears that shes really happier without me in her life..
haha.. i feel horrible but what else can i say... am i so lousy until i cant even give her simple happiness.. why cant i see through the fact that shes been putting up a fake smile all the while and do something about it...
this is where the sentence "its too late to apologize.." from the song apologize is mentioned in my mind to myself..
i don't want to blame anyone but myself.....
heart brokened once again..
panda retreat back into the forest alone..
all it can do was look..
in pain and helplessness..
as it's beloved koala waddles..
into the moonlight shadow..
slowly disappearing into the horizon..
looking at the last of the shadow of koala..
tears rolled down panda's cheek..
it's heart beat heavily with severe pain..
is this the end for panda? :(..
