well.. well.. haha very long nv blog yeah i noe.. somehow my life has been rather off tracked for quite awhile.. nowadays book out i also dun really know wat am i doing.. cos my goal was kinda lost..

very sian.. always doing things half way without achieving the goals.. haiz.. bored.. life without goals is really meaningless..

aniway next month is diffinitely not going to be a good month for me in camp.. due to many new changes coming and wat h1n1 had brought to us.. theres going to be standby teams and stuffs.. sighs.. dam shit lah..

sick and tired as usual.. and as always.. just hope to get thru it.. well heard that our recourse might be during sept or oct.. haiz..

i feel so vexed.. come home also no peace.. so irritating...

lately i've forgotten wat real happiness and peace is already..... even the nicest feeling also felt different now...

wats going on?...

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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