finally have time to be home and rest.. im so tired that i dun want to do anything at all.. aniway just finish talking to dar on msn.. everything is fine i guess.. and i hope it would be..

somethings really shdnt be risked.. and i must make sure this is the last time i worry about it.. arghs!..

sibei sian.. at most also can rest for 1 day tmr.. den sunday got to go back camp again... and all the way for 1week + before i can come out again for 1day+.. den go back again for duty.. this is how shit my schedule for the upcoming week till end of march is..

fucking tired.. can i take this as a reason and mia? hah.. maybe im already doing that? but certain things i really couldnt be bothered ler..

where and wat shd i do to find peace and relaxation?.. luck hasnt been great.. bad news one after one.. i wish i can just go into coma and go into a deep sleep without any worries.. but thats not gona solve anything.. neither isit going to make ur life better...

wat can we do? just learn to face the harsh reality of life..

sighs.. recently alot pple seem to have r/s problems.. my camp pple got afew like on the verge of loosing their gf.. but well also cos their gf is fucking cheating on them when they're stuck in camp.. before i book out just nw also got a guy quarrelling with her gf on the phone.. haiz... normal for ns guys i guess?

aiyah! vex ah!.. some good news please??.. tell me i got a godly scrolled eqs.. tell me i picked 1000 dollar note on the floor.. tell me i can step down from duty from nw on... tell me all the positive things!...

doing duty this entire march while dar going to be on holiday.. this is so annoying.. could've spend quality time with her finally without her worrying and stressing abt sch and her multiple tasks on hand.. blah blah blah.. i dont even know how to plan for her greatest bdae now... wat the fck? so much stress acting on me.....

tired! gona bath and sleep! dun even have the energy or mental power to play computer

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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