sigh.. keep having nightmare.. cant find peace in everything.. looks like wat happened in camp the past weeks still leave a deep impact on me.. I'm really getting phobia.. sighs.. wat can i do?..
i know what everyone thinks.. "nothing!" that's right.. *smiles*..

just live with it.. life's goes on like how everyone simply said.. sometimes i wonder how is everything is free and easy for them is it because they're not expecting much or putting in much or is it something else i couldn't understand.. and its not that i keep making myself so uptight it.. things just happens and feelings just reacted the way its made for..

all i can presume is everyone has their own issues.. and maybe they just dun wan to show it as much as i does that's all.. and its not that i like to show it.. but even hiding it wont help.. even if i can cheat my mouth.. my face and mood cant lie..

nahs.. anyway found a nice song! i love it..

thanks to kms video for letting me found this awesome track! *F2*



Epik High - One
(so meaningful and emo sobs, im sure it will bring up some feelings to most pple.. i've felt mine did u?)

lyrics~

Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' tickin
Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' away!

Nobody knows about the tears that start pouring down your cheeks, pouring without reason,
or about the broken glass raging a storm in your heart..

Because your wound turned into a sickness, your doors into walls,
And your image in the mirror has become the enemy, you're hurt, right?

Everybody turned a blind eye and left you, left you to suffocate,
Making you choose your end (they're so bad aren't they?). You've lost your purpose to live.

With no road back you'd just wander forever
And your breath would give up before your hope.

Wounds (when you cry), scars (though you try)
and tears (say goodbye) pouring out (the time is ticking).

Having wandered through death (I'll save you)

You are the one!

CHORUS
*When I'm walking through darkness-
(When you're captured in the darkness so is my breath.)
You are my savior!
You, who gave me your hand-
(When the world's doors close on you I'll offer you my hand.)*
You are the one! My savior.

Time is tickin', T-

Your hands that set the world on fire, were the blindfolds over their eyes
That star shining in your eye is "suffering" and it is your city.

Are you still sleeping on your dreams? Counting your remaining breaths? Measuring the depth of your tears?
Is your hope a sinking paper boat? You're sad, right?

Do you wake up drenched in sweat? Is your conscience groveling on the ground twitching?
Do you think this is the end? It's ok. Cuz I understand.

I'm a scar on your broken body, I'll even wipe away the tears hidden in your shattered soul.
I'll clasp your hand in mine and believe in you.

Wounds (when you cry), scars (though you try)
and tears (say goodbye) pouring out (the time is ticking).
Having wandered through death (I'll save you)
You are the one!

*Chorus*
You are the one! My savior.

Are you hurt? Are you scarred? Are you stumbling in the dark?
Are you hurt? (Faith) Are you scarred? (Destiny) Are you stumbling in the dark? (Love)

You're still beautiful to me!
You are the one!

*Chorus*

Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' tickin'
Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' away!
My savior!
One!

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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