well.. finally.. i can sit down and write alittle..

theres so much thoughts going on.. and everything is sad ones.. even now i dont know how i can say everything out.. becos theres just too much too much...

sighs.. talking abt NS life.. its totally messed up now.. all becos i didnt care abt wat im doing.. but just looking out for each book out to be with darling again.. now i made another grave mistake.. giving myself even more stress and tension to cope with..

coping with love sick is seriously hard enough.. now i have to cope with so much other issues.. im really going mad.... sighs...

真的好累好累。。 我的心好痛。。 想到我要忍受两年的折磨。。 我就真的好想放弃。。但我又不能。。 这种痛苦是说不出来的。。 我真的快疯掉了！！

sighs i really duno wat else to type already.. it just sucks..

listen to this sad song..




i miss u day and night my love.. nothing can change/stop this fact.. theres nothing in this world that can ease the pain except the silly smile, sweetness, love and everything of yours.. your my only cure darling.. but sadly theres always obsticles trying to seperate us apart....

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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