Thursday, January 17, 2008
sighs..
im fucked man.. still thought i can get out of this shit work by end of Jan or early Feb.. but after talking to my 'manager' he just treat it as if i said im going to work till end of Feb.. because the dam replacement who is going to take over my job is only joining on the 21st FEB! and when i ask him how come so late then he say i'll still be around mah.. wtf?!.. And now i have to work at Bugis office starting next week.. zzz.. i hate Bugis.. tmd.. always go mrt will see all those teens... xialan kias.. ginas and esp those that hang out with a bunch of girls and acting big.. wah piang eh really bth zZzz.. teens nowadays.... and well Bugis also means that i need to go work earlier! and reach home later.. zZzz.. SIANS!
sighs.. why so suay!.. kan sian ah! work work work... until i going mad! fcking low paid job for such stressful work.. i hate my working environment! so wat if its a job people cant easily get?.. all i know is i dont enjoy working in that environment.. ccb no friends no nothing.. all adults.. i feel like a retard everyday..
everyday go there and sit in a environment filled with phone calls and business discussions.. having lunch alone.. and when i cleared my work.. i have nothing to do but sit there and rot for the rest of the day.. when i decide to slack and get out of my desk for abit i will come back to see my mailbox get bombed with new emails and miss calls but if i sit there and stare at the mailbox then i dont get anything wtf.. feeling tired also cant sleep cos my environment all filled with full time hardworking fellas..
go work have to squeeze with pple in mrt.. go home also.. omg lor.. will go mad.. somemore so many cb in mrt.. alot people dam irritating.. and it seems like mrt have a virus.. if you take too long with those kind of people you will get irritated even more easily..
and early morning always see old uncles and weird people.. kns duno what they doing also.. but alot pple dam zzz.. its fck up!.. experience yourself and tell me.. cause maybe only me will have this problem?..
watever it is... this sucks man! NO LIFE! fck i want to rest and enjoy my last bit of freedom!!
if this is a slackish job.. then maybe still alright.. but fck.. its not!.. ccb man alot people like to push the work around.. or never do properly and throw it to you to complete.. and being a sandwich you cant really do much but just do watever is given.. but cb when not done properly u will get blamed.. and some work they delay until very long then deadline come liao they dump it to you and ask you expedite it so that it can be processed by the weekend.. giving you afew days to decide the fate of the project whether it will have to be delayed or able to proceed on time.. and sometimes all these dates will affect business operation and reputation.. so if you fckin slack off or fail to expedite it on time.. fck? blame back to u lor.. cos u're the one appointed to expedite the shit.. average work takes around 1 - 3 WEEKS to complete or approve.. sometimes these people just throw it to you and expect you to expedite it so it can be completed within afew DAYS.. %@#!$!~
sighs.. think liao also sian.. fcking agency also scam me.. say nv take commission.. lan lor.. duno how much they suck out of my salary zzz..
THIS SUCK! no need think of enjoy, relax or do watever with my dar liao lar.. just fuck it and go in to die in army.. this is call LAN LAN!..
HOPE always turns out as disappointments.. so why even bother to HOPE! just accept watever come in your way even if its SHIT! EAT WAT U HAVE AND ALL YOU CAN!!
so pissed off....
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