dam sians...

this weekend is the most worst.. i just aimlessly go thru each day.. it as if waiting to die likedat.. 'touch wood'..

sighs a person feels sian.. its either becos hes really too free.. or too trouble with issues..

obviously im not free.. to think about it.. who in the life of 20's can still feel free and easy?.. sighs.. aniway we always think that our life is fcked etc.. but actually theres much more people in less fortunate places that have so much more to go through and we will have to be ashamed to know that wat we went thru is not even 1/10 of wat they had been thru..

we always think that we only enter the real working world at 20ish.. but i was astonished when i knew the culture in india is to start working at the age of 16 - 17.. and their culture were very strict.. dating etc isnt wat you see as commonly in sg.. and not to mention they're not that developed in certain place..

fyi.. i heard this from an indian colleague of mine.. and it seems that all the colleague from overseas will tell me that sg is a very good place.. everyone says its not safe to go out at night in other countries.. as if theres gona be vampires roaming around the streets.. but when everyone agrees on the same point i cant admit to say i believe.. but they also mention that its how you adjust to it.. if you can adjust well of cos nothing really bad is going to happen..

but come to think of it.. we as singaporeans have been spoiled.. so badly that we dont take security to much importance.. we have taken alot of things for granted.. we can hang out late at night without worrying much.. but we need to know if we go overseas we cant really bring this sg mindset along..

lately been exchanging topics with my colleagues.. all have given me interesting and shocking advices.. i must say i feel like a total useless bum if i have to compare to them.. they had achieved so much more then wat i had even at my age..