Monday, November 05, 2007
sobs.. babe just went home..
this isnt the first time.. but this time it felt really different.. for some reason im drowned in saddness.. *hugs darling*
tears just rolled down on it own.. feels so reluctant to let babe go home.. it just proves me whats going to happen when i go in ns.. i seriously dont know how the emo self can handle the misses?.. i know it by myself that phone calls wont make it any better..
aniway its either i get pissed off by it due to irritation or getting depress over it.. but it might be extreme..
maybe it feels just like those kids being forced to be seperated from their parents.. lots of sobbing and yelling deep inside..
sighs.. weekend its over again.. perhaps this weekend involved too much emotions and thoughts.. thats why i teared.. but it has been so long since i remembered my last drop of tear.. i almost thought i had lost all of my emotions in life..
perhaps the 2 movies (Ferryman and Halloween) played a part too.. 2 extreme killing show.. gosh..
sighs..
