Friday, October 19, 2007
naruto anime is just getting more and more interesting and touching as it goes.. sad thing is that we got to wait so long for each eps.. =c
sighs aniway so touching.. sometimes i wonder how come some pple dont feel anything when they watches emo scenes? isit becos they just watch it and dont try to feel wats going on or isit becos they're too positive so everything tat seems so hard to accept can be so easy for them?..
hmm.. aniway these few days have been rather disturbing for myself.. doing alot of soul searching on certain issues.. and as usual i always cant make a proper decision for myself.. becos i cant find a perfect decision..
sighs aniway i dont really like to watch romance or emo shows too much cos it tend to affect my mood after that.. and it might trigger alot of thoughts in my mind.. so i rather watch horror/thriller/action.. at least they wont have that much of a after impact on myself.. /sigh..
being a perfectionist is so tiring.. are we all pre-programmed before we're born? no idea.. the thing about life itself already has too much questions.. everyday we live in this world we're in.. but we've no idea wats life is and where we're from.. how we get the ability to think, feel and move?.. human always use science as a fact for everything.. but wat if science is just something create to convience humans so we dont keep thinking about things we dont know.. so we're complied to all these 'facts'..
and were religions created so people have something to look forward to after death and convience them about the after life? so people dont fear death?.. seriously all these questions are so disturbing to ask.. theres so much more questions about life and the world if we want to think about it..
i guess we'll only know wats going on when we die..
lols.. sometimes i see life as a weird cycle..
aniway enuff of my random crapping.. these questions are better off not to think about them.. else it just hinder us from moving on in life.. but sometimes certain thing in life just makes me wonder..
what are we doing and wats our purpose..
