Sunday, October 07, 2007
bahs.. just bathed finish my dog.. doggy smell all over me.. bahhs... gona bath soon and gotta go out for family dinner..
darling is having her pig sleep as usual.. in my room.. while i kinda tired but cant sleep already.. perhaps the sleeping time is over.. well didnt slept at all.. yesterday went to watch resident evil extinction with the guys and darling..
well it was kinda disappointing in some sense that i was expecting more action and storyline i think.. just feels abit disappointed..
after that we went for supper and slacked.. chat abt many stuffs and laughed at our old sec sch days.. funny yet so memorable.. sometimes just wish we were back there living those lives again.. sighs..
RO came into the topic.. and yeah i duno how in the end.. end up kinda brought everyone back to talking abt it like old days.. the kinda endless conversation about the game and how we got owned before etc.. in the end burnt 3 RO folder dvd for the guys and watched the hill have eyes 2 before the guys left at 6am..
atm cj is back in the guild and wx is too.. benson and zn im not sure.. im surprised that they would talk abt RO again and look interested again.. yeah im happy.. it just brings back memories and the fun times somehow.. those crapping in guildchat and such.. doing lame stuffs in game and screaming over the conference etc.. lol...
sighs.. today is a bad day for the guild.. its possible that the current alliance will break due to a fuckup guild called eternia.. maybe the leader is very good with his speech and he managed to psycho most of the alliance into believing him etc.. but before that the alliance didnt had good impression on them.. and now they're siding on that bastard and gona push the blame to Dreams..
this is totally screw up.. it just irritates me so much to see fuck up people getting the most out of life.. does the bad always win?...
so well if the alliance is dumb enuff to break the alliance due to this bastard.. we've no choice.. but they better not pick on us in woe.. else its gona piss me off..
talk to david before and yea we miss the old days.. when schnitzer still around.. thou its due to nitzer that Elites fall apart and having drama and disputes causing people to quit etc.. but nitzer had the leadership i think.. he can scream and yell at pple and they still follow his orders.. is this the difference between a person who has leadership and one who hasnt?.. or its just pure manipulation skills?.. and well if they didnt turn against nitzer.. by now the guild could be one of the strongest in the server..
im tired.. very.. but yet i dun feel like giving up without any sense of achievements.. sighs im so irritated..
lol just saw cj's msn nick.."Life's simple, you make choices and you don't look back".. perhaps i look back too much sometimes?.. sighs but not like i can help it.. sometimes we just couldnt help ourselves.. /sigh
