yawns so tired after spending the night out with darling..

and yup i see taggies haha..

thanks raina for ur advise.. and thanks darling for always being there for me =) hugs.. its hard to get by but im sure its just a matter of time..

and as for passerby.. u sound like u know me.. yes u were harsh with ur words.. and im sure it does cos i feel uncomfortable reading part of it..

i guess i should start writting such rants in diary instead next time.. cause im not looking for a debate or argument online..

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u're too pessimistic.try looking at things frm a diff perspective.yr future is up to u to decide can?if u keep messing up yr projects and tests, no wonder u see no future for yrself.

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yes im a pretty pessimistic person.. no doubt.. but not that i wasnt onces optimisitc.. yea u might say our future lies on our hands.. we've got to fight for it.. and if we dont yea no doubt we just waiting to die or live a hopeless life.. i know all these.. and come on, not that i purposely mess up my project and test k.. if u never seen me working on them then please dont comment like as if im a slacker that hasnt done any work and ranting here like a kid whom hasnt got his freebies..

please note this.. what everyone can achieve is different.. everyone has different abilities and excel in different areas of their life.. things that you can do or get over doesnt mean that others will deffinitely be able to accomplish.. im not someone who hasnt been through shit or lessons of life and start being all negative without trying/making efforts before hand..

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passer-by: though i may sound harsh.but its the reality of life tt to achieve wat u want,dere's no other way but to fight for it.nth comes easy.but hard work WILL bring result.keep going!! u can do it!!!!

reply:
thanks for this encouraging post though.. and i guess u're someone in real life whom really fight very hard for wat u want even if you have to be harsh/striaght forward towards others or so to achieve/get something done?.. pardon me if im wrong..

although i hate harsh/striaght forward people, cause they dont think about others feelings and if they deserve it.. but at the sametime i got to say i envy them alot.. becos that kind of character is something i can never achieve.. i always think of other's feelings more then myself.. and its annoying when ur weakness get abused by others.. its hard to explain but aniway if u know me u'll know wat i mean.. im still trying hard though..

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passer-by: so wake up.stop thinking things are against u.we make things work for ourselves.if u think bad things, it will turn out bad.but if u think it will work, IT WILL!!

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i am not thinking that thing's against me all the time.. but its just that after the countless disappointments and crap u get when u think it will work out.. u'll start to give up.. but still im trying to work on it just that sometimes i get held back abit by these.. im not giving up yet becos i know the facts of life.. onces u give up deffinitely its gone...

sorry that i sound harsh back to u too.. i just extremely hate it when people misunderstand me and start thinking of me as some kid who never tried hard enough before he start complaining and cursing everything about his life.. i've got enough of that shit from my family.. whom never supported once.. whatever it is they want it their way.. and they dont even know me..

please next time before you give a comment on someone, try standing in their shoes first or else i would recommend to just keep the comments to yourself..

i can understand and imagine what kind of people you're grouping me as when you read my blog.. but u're wrong..

nevertheless thankyou passer-by for your advise.. i'll still continue to try my best in life..

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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