sighs..

its already 3am.. but i just couldnt sleep.. got so pissed off by my parents earlier till i almost give them shit.. they're forever so unreasonable and not understanding towards me.. sucks to be their son!..

but wat to do.. we're not given a choice to choose which family to be in.. pathetic..

i tried to ignore them all the time and didnt bother to quarrel/talk back at them.. but it seems like they leave me with no choice.. lying on my bed trying to sleep but all that appears in my mind was how freaking unreasonable they are and how much i wish i could just yell back at them for being so stuck up.. but to avoid blowing things up.. i always silence myself from letting out the anger..

but right now.. i feel like i dont wana give a shit anymore.. if they want a piece of me.. i'll give it to them.. cos if i tolerate any further i'll explode!.. cant stand it anymore.. its time i learn to fight for my rights eventhough when i know its not going to make a difference.. becos being nice by being silence doesnt make it any better but only make me feel uber frustrated keeping all the agony in my body..

unhappy things just kept coming my way recently.. it just makes me really upset.. sighs.. i hope i can feel happy again soon..

hope life been great for my friends and people i know..

and thanks darling for your support + understanding.. please takecare and rest well k.. /hugs

- i hate cold blooded girls *
3:07 AM