Wednesday, July 25, 2007
i wonder how, i wonder why..
yesturday you told me about the blue blue sky..
and all that i can see..
its just a dull dull sky..
sighs.. think i having pms or watever crap syndromes as usual.. waking up in the morning from weird dreams and feeling so dreaded to get out of bed..
handphone ringing and u wish u can just scream at whoever that calls u for no particular reason.. keep calling and dont bother to even sms or watever.. the sight of this just enough to make me feel irritated enough for the day..
hais.. i hate to put up this smile for people just becos i dont feel like messing up their day.. and the feeling of being complied to do so many thing out of my own will just make me sick..
there just something wrong with my life right now.. but i cant identify wat the hack is causing all these unhappiness and irritations.. perhaps cause im facing too many fckers..
theres this guy in school.. i know him when i was doing lab assistance for my supervisor last sem.. and well he used to call me and send me weird sms about having tickets for me to join some talk thingy.. and ask me if i want to buy etc.. wth.. until lately i met him again in sch and he talk to me so i talk to him.. found out that hes actually working in a MLN (multi level networking) company.. okie.. and from that it make sense to me on why he asking me to join talks and stuffs in the past.. wana drag me into his MLN..
it became even more obvious lately as after talking to him that day.. he keep calling me even MORE then usual.. and sending me sms about talk sessions.. omg.. sick..
arghs.. rawr! basically any itch of thing around me can irritate me enough to get me frustrated!.. even the amount of mosquitoes in my house also seem to get more.. erks!..
and especially recently when darling been having hell in the pri sch that she was having her attachment in.. that god forsaken place.. i've enough of it when i was there last saturday.. its really chaos lor.. the teacher there can go eat shit.. they themselves also so dramatic and irresponsible.. yet they still call themselves "teachers" whom are suppose to be role models for the kids.. oh man.. it just make me condemn that bloody pri sch..
the teachers there are so lazy and irresponsible that watever work and crap they have they will push to my darling whom is only doing her attachment and not even a teacher.. giving her TONS of work and even scolding her.. i just feel so bloody angry lor.. especially now when they knows that shes going to finish her attachment there soon.. they basically just throw all their work to her and ask her to do for them.. dam fuck up lor.. their own work ask her to do.. knn giving a excuse saying "oh i've alot of other work to do, pls help me do this and that blah blah..." knn as if my darling got no other work to do likedat.. she also have classes to teach and stuffs to do de lor.. ccb.. worst is asking her to edit indian speaking videos.. it makes no sense at all lor.. u ask someone whom dont know the language to edit those videos.. and by all means u got to finish editing that piece of crap.. can u imagine??.. totally screwed up..
if im darling i think i'll rather just fail my IAP.. but before that i will return shit and curse and swear at those mutha fckers.. it makes no sense at all lor.. all the work load is out of wat is expected in the attachment!.. she have to do work for student, teachers and even the student's PARENTS!.. What on earth is this!?.. she only has 2 hands not a thousand hands.. so dam fuck up..
those kids took her for granted.. keep messing with her handphone, labtop etc.. basically everything.. bugging her from day till night.. even after school they still flood her phone with sms and not excluding her msn..
knn cb..
argh im so pissed off whenever darling complain to me.. its so fuck up la!.. aniway babe next week is the last liao.. endure lvl10!! onces over.. u dun have to hold back ur attitude on those cb liao.. knn!..
u need to be fair to urself before u leave that fuck up place for good!.. dont let them scold u and abuse u until shiok.. knn having someone to scold and abuse, knowing that the person couldnt retaliate they must be feeling so shiok rite.. ccb..
such a disgrace to teachers sia.. tmd..
