Saturday, May 26, 2007
just came back..
was celebrating cj's belated 21st birthday with the rest..
Benjamin, Benson, Cheng Ju, Wei Xiang, Zhenning and myself..
i met up with benjamin and wei xiang at around 7pm.. then we went to benson house whereby zhenning was already there..
We watched tv while waiting for cj to contact us when he reach.. lol was funny with the biscuit benjamin ate at benson house lols...! hahahas..
after cj reached we went to bukit panjang plaza to meet him.. and we ate at swensens.. as usual i had my breaded chicken.. been wanting to eat that for quite awhile.. hehe finally get to taste it again..
we had great conversations over dinner.. and it really feels like old times.. it was nice and warming..
u know.. 6 mags talking..
lol.. aniway yeah found out that cj had quit maple which i had kinda expected cause i've not seen him in game for awhile.. and he've moved on to WoW together with his gf..
and goodness.. he didnt slept for 8 days just to chiong WoW.. thats omgosh.. i think i've long lost that kind of adrenaline rush.. but i guess he dont have a choice too.. his gf's a hardcore gamer too!
was still hoping he could join me back in iRO though lols.. but nah just let nature/fate takes place.. i've also lowered my ambition in iRO..
although im back in iRO.. everything just feels different already.. seriously i even ponder why i returned.. seriously to me.. iRO's an unfinished business.. the dream that im after wasnt completed the last round.. my guild wasnt complete with Elites.. thats why now its called Dreams.. but even so.. everything is different now.. the feeling.. perhaps the missing pieces of the key players made it all meaningless.. cj,zn,benson,wx,gab.. everyone wasnt playing already.. so why am i now..??..
no idea.. but its just a much better off game compared to maple if u ask me.. if im to choose a game to play.. why not just pick one thats much better.. not to mention i've already spent so much effort on iRO before..
watever.. is it.. im fighting between gaming for the best or just gaming for leisure.. i dont understand why people will wana quit a game.. if u know that eventually u'll quit the game.. why do u even start on it?.. and wats the outcome of all the previous efforts?.. im really puzzled..
aniway enuff of crap..
recently my mood isnt great.. theres hidden issues where i dont feel like blogging out here.. cause it might just be some random happenings.. but its bothering me indeed..
im pretty sensitive when my mood is low.. a sentence can either cheer me up.. or just make me feel unhappy..
sighs.. aniway watched "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End".. its interesting in some ways.. but certain part of the movie makes me felt weird..
yea its a long show.. aniway after the movie we went home..
and yups i forgot to mention that benson went to get his dad vehicle after dinner and drove us to westmall for the movie.. and even sent us all home..
first time i actually sat in a vehicle driven by him.. although he didnt speed but his skills were steady on a manual vehicle.. how i wish i could aquire the skills too... *dream*
sighs duno why nowadays i feel so lost when im blogging.. just kinda type nonsense and rubbish...
shall end here...
