Saturday, March 17, 2007
finally!! after worrying and calling my darling throughout the whole night my phone rang at 7:13am with darling name on it..
at this moment im really so happy..
i faster pick up the call and ask her wat happened.. then she said sorry as she fell asleep infront of her computer without knowing and her hp was on silent...
awww its ok my darling dont have to say sorry really.. i just feel so worried for u my silly darling..
haiss she always never takecare of herself.. yesterday night so tired already yet still cook for me and accompany me until so late at her house...
darling aww!!!..
sighs and sleeping infront of the pc.. darling ur whole body must be feeling aches and didnt have a good sleep :(.. sobb..
sighs.. my heart still haven peace down.. really gone crazy ever since u disappeared.. thinking what happened to u etc.. but im glad non of the bad thoughts came true.. *thank god*
but i was having this strong feeling when i was worrying about u, that if anything really bad happened to u.. and if the worst happened.. i also dont wish to carry on with my life ler.. life without u is meaningless.. u're the only girl that brought true happiness and true love into my life... im really sooooo afraid of losing you darling... really....
every pain and suffering u encounter i feel it for u a million times more.. my heart felt like its being stabbed whenever im worrying about u.. u're simply so important to me! u're the only girl i want! and trust me if i've the power to start a family now i will want to marry you striaght away and spend the entire rest of my life with u and only u! im serious darling..
sighs kay i will try to go sleep now..
darling takecare at work later.. hope u can reach on time wor as u say u got to reach by 8am :(..
i miss you! and love you so much!!
