Sunday, March 18, 2007
ahh just wokeup awhile ago for dinner.. went for a nap just now during evening..
got up at 9am today for my kick boxing class.. bahhs.. so tired really.. having arms and leg aches.. thanks to the stupid MRT ride.. i took the wrong line and from 10+ stops.. i end up taking 20+ stops from bukit batok to marina bay -.-" dotss.. and i was standing throughout the journey which took about 1hr+..
sighs.. darling suppose to come my hse today.. but end up never.. sighs alittle sad.. but its ok.. cause im more worried about her.. she had fell sick.. ahh!.. and worst of all i cannot go her house to take care of her.. due to her mum... arghhs.. i feel so ZZzzZzz.. heartache!...
hais.. shes everything to me.. i really cant lose her.. and the sight of her suffering really hurts me badly.. i really wish to be there for her every second.. hold her in my arms and make sure shes protected.. even if i have to sacrifise myself to protect her i will still do it..
sighs.. sorry darling.. made u drink the beer for me yesterday.. shdnt had let u drank for me =(.. then u wont be suffering now.. sighs...
i promise you i will quit drinking.. like how i quit smoking for you.. from the day i know you till now i've not smoked at all.. quitting smoking is easy for me cos im not addicted.. but to quit drinking that would be a little hard.. as i always like to drink to numb myself of all misery and worries.. i know im just avoiding reality for that moment.. sighs.. but the feeling of high is good..
but since darling u dont like it.. i will try my best to stop drinking as well..
huggss...
