lols.. just realized that im kinda missing out lots of fun with some of my old friends.. seems like they're still clubbing frequently and look happening..

lols.. kinda miss those old times.. well i so long nv club lers.. hais.. maybe i might resume clubbing life next semester?.. well.. see how things goes... =)..

i really shd enjoy my youth before its really gone.. be it clubbing or watever....

i've been so tied down for the past months cause of school.. im really dying man.. going nuts already.. neverending projects and reports.. bahhs.. i seriously cant handle stress... but still i've got to conquer it..

and well awhile ago.. im being introduced to a movie called BR 2 by my poly friends.. well its a old movie actually.. 1 or 2yrs + back.. aniway i still liked it.. becos its very meaningful.. especially BR 1.. sighs when i watch it.. my heart was filled with emotions.. its really saddening.. whereby classmates got to kill each other in this BR game.. and well friendship went under serious testing.. sighs.. and saddening too cos theres afew lovers in the movie whom didnt manage to get together till they're dying then they let the opposite know their feelings(love).. so well u can imagine yea those before death whispers...

here's one of the sad part..

*Guy went around looking for Girl despite being injuried*
*Girl saw Guy and was scared as she dont know if hes comin to kill her*
*Girl hide and peaked*
*Girl accidentally lean back and hit the cardboard*
*Cans fell off the cardboard*
*Loud noise* Ping pong ping pong
*Girl covered mouth* thinking oh shit!
*Guy turned back and look*
Guy: Kotohiki... that you?
*Girl still covering mouth and in hiding* Shaking head
Guy: Kotohiki. Answer me!
*Guy runs towards the area where the noise was produced*
*Girl paniced screamed and stood up*
*Girl fired upon the Guy with the gun in hand*
*Bang!*
*Bang!*
*Bang!*
*Bang!*
*Bang!*
*Bang!*
*Guy turned and fell into a pool of water*
*Girl still aiming at guy and trying to fire*
*Gun produced noise*
*Click Click Click Click Click Click*
*Gun's out of ammo*
*Guy laying in water and looking at Girl*
Guy: Hurry, run...
Girl: What?
*Girl lowered gun*
Guy: Someone will come drawn to the gunshots... run!
*Guy in pain*
Girl: Why? Sugimura, why?
*Girl got out of hiding spot and go towards Guy*
Guy: You're so cute.
*Guy smiling*
Girl: What are you talking about! What is this!
*Girl tearing*
Guy: I wanted to see you...
Guy: To save you, actually...
*Girl shaked head and grabbed her gun tightly towards her chest*
Girl: Don't tell me...
Guy: I've been in love with you, Kotohiki...
Guy: ...for a long, long... time...
*Guy stopped moving*
*Girl slowly stand and shake her head crying*
*Girl slowly dragged her feet towards Guy*
*Girl kneel down beside Guy*
Girl: But you...
*Girl move her head closer to Guy face*
Girl: ...never even talked to me.
Girl: How could i have known, you never said a thing...
Girl: What am I supposed to do now?
*Another voice of a girl*
GirlB: Die.
*Girl turn around*
*Bang!*
*GirlB shot Girl*
*Girl fall back onto Guy's body*
*Dead..*


well... and these bunch of students was chosen becos of their lifestyle which wasnt really good.. so they can experience the real meaning of life.. its like when u know u're going to get killed or die.. somehow u'll start to cherish/regret alot of things.. this is true.. cos human always take life for granted.. only on the verge of dying then we'll look back and cry upon all our mistakes and regrets.. even i myself cant escape this fact...

sighs aniway its a real great show... real meaningful......

- i hate cold blooded girls *
3:26 AM