sighs.. just read meow's blog.. btw im in project room now.. hahas.. not doing anything but just listening to my list of dance track on winamp.. and doing some indept thoughts..

meow's blog really made me did some indept reflections.. and im surprised that i've been blinded before.. doing stupid mistakes without knowing them too.. sometimes in life we just dont know wat we've done wrong becos at that point of time we're blinded by wats infront of us.. but when the blindness is cleared.. u will realize that actually u had missed out alot of details and mistakes in life..

sometimes reading thru another emotional virgo blog can really make u feel so enlightened.. becos of all the true emotions involved when writin those posts..

sighs aniway meow i duno if u still see my blog.. but i hope u will be strong like how u've always been.. although maybe u're just acting strong like wat most virgo does including myself.. hiding our soft fragile side..

aniway its good to know that u've moved on in ur love life.. and the courage that u had in ur love life really impressed me.. and yeah i did thought of flirting before.. Yuriko told me before that virgo's like to flirt alot but when they devote they can be seriously devoted.. now it feels so true..

looking at my love life and the amount of females friends i had and actually talk/go out with.. its really pathetic.. its unusual and unhealthy.. i only had 2 serious r/s.. sighs no use digging up the past aniway..

aniway looking at my serious r/s its pathetic enuff.. i like to change this fact.. and changing the way i treat my love life..

first.. i need to find back my confidence that i use to have in mhss.. thick skinned.. more attitude and character like how i use to be long ago..

wat will i become?
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its a mystery that only time will show...

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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