its over 12am already.. x-mas is over.. well im feeling grateful to those that actually sent me x-mas greetings smses.. well im grateful and thankful to them for including me in their send list..

at the same time sorry to them.. cos i never reply to their smses.. sighs.. but i seriously hope they had a great time in town or wherever they celebrated at.. happy belated xmas my friends..

and right now its drizzling.. dun remember the last dec to be as wet as this years.. weathers really changing..

well its surprising tat i didnt went clubbing or go nuts in town..

well many people asked me to go clubbing etc.. sighs.. maybe i just dont have the mood for such wild actions or stuffs.. although i had some urge to dance and go crazy.. as it had been quite sometime since the last dance.. but on the other side.. something is telling me.. im not suitable to be in those kinda places.. perhaps in the first place nightlife already didnt suit me?..

aniway today i slept until 5+pm.. i had no idea why.. but i just keep thinking and dreaming.. its like u're awake but u just dun want to open ur eyes.. and thoughts just keep flashing in ur mind.. sighs aniway wokeup and i kinda got scolded.. cos i wokeup so late and missed my meals.. sighs so i ate some food.. then dad told me to prepare as we had to go sister house for dinner..

the dinner at sis house was great.. black pepper beef, chicken wings, and such.. was all cool.. actually wanted to meet zhenning since my sis house is so near his.. but found out that we dont have much time to really meet.. so nevermind i told him we shall talk next weekend..

told him abt some of my thoughts.. was hoping to hear his comments/aid.. but was pretty rush so i guess the next time we meet then we'll talk more.....

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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