Monday, November 13, 2006
just another boring day in school.. well im quite tired in the morning but now kinda feeling alright le.. sighs i only slept for like 3hrs+..
last night im feeling quite messy.. just couldnt get to sleep too.. well parents got up at 3am+ and realised that im still awake so yeah i got a scolding from them cos yea i had school today at 8am..
sighs.. so well i was feeling kinda pissed when they scolded me.. they dont even know that im feeling sad or watever.. all they see are facts and they dont ever try to understand me.. some people say this is care and concern.. but to me.. its really something i hate.. if they really care abt me they shd support me and understand me better.. i dont ask for much.. i dont even need them to pamper me or wat..
just be more understanding? instead of saying the same old things and facts.. when i see people who has parents that really care for them and understand them i really envy them.. esp those who can even share with their parents abt their personal problems and feelings.. but for me i can never do that.. not that i never try before.. i did.. but they will always see things base on FACTS.. and dont ever try to understand why im feeling that way and such.. i will always end up getting blamed and scolded when i was hoping they could give me some advise or comfort.. so as time goes by i never communicate with them anymore...
sighs.. aniway now in project room.. just had my lunch not long ago.. i've got lots of work to do man cos next week is review le.. hais..
life's getting stressful and busy each on going day.. but i've got to cope with it..
sighs.. ok i will blog more when im home.. now in class so cant really type much...
