sighs.. right now my mood.. is pretty messed up.. confused and everything.. depressed.. why do i get sad so easily.. becos i take emotions too seriously?.. sighs.. i dont know.....

Noriko sent me a song just now on msn.. and i feel its really true.. haha.. sighs.. and through the conversations with the song playing it just created an atmosphere which made me emotionally weak.. memories that had been buried start revealing again..

tear's filling up onces again..

i need a break... but is it going to help?..

sighs..

i'm loosing myself.. seriously girls around me.. please dont treat me too well and show me too much care n concern at my weakest moments.. cos im afraid i'll be touched and fall for you without myself knowing and get myself into deeper hurts or regrets later on..

some people can control their emotions really well.. but for me i feel that i suck in it.. emotions control me not i control it.. hais.. i just always pretend that im fine.. as if im very strong.. but actually im not at all...

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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