Saturday, August 19, 2006
sighs.. im going to bed now to rest.. eyes getting blured..
today was trying to force myself to concentrate on my revision.. i went to school to study in the afternoon.. hoping that it will help me concentrate better.. but end up i still couldnt concentrate and i got dizzy again.. so i faster pack up and went back home before i faint in school or watever..
after i got home.. the dizziness was still there.. so i went to take a nap and well i woke up at 7+pm with the dizziness gone but with a sharp pain in my left arm.. i guess i strained my arm muscle.. cos i just lie onto my bed in a weird position and fell asleep..
sighs aniway after dinner i finally managed to sit down and force myself to really start revising.. so well i did all the past exams papers.. sighs got some stuffs i still couldnt understand yet.. but aniway i will be setting alarm to wake up at 6am to continue revising for my exam paper later at 9am..
i guess darling is playing mahjong happily now bah.. cos she sms me at 12:06am telling me shes going to play mahjong.. but well she sms me at 5:53pm telling me shes going to meet yun sis.. i guess they went for dinner and shopping or something until just now then go play mahjong bah?.. im not sure and i also dont have the energy to know already..
my heart is still feeling the same but im trying not to think anymore.. although its very hard for me but i dont have a choice..
alright.. good night peeps!
all the best to myself in advance for tomorrow's paper! sighs..
and not forgetting my darling, here wat i want to let you know..
enjoy urself.. i know u hate to waste ur weekend so i wont be asking u to sleep early or go home early.. do anything u want but remember to takecare of urself.. if u smoking alot please drink more water so ur throat wont be dry..
