Friday, August 04, 2006
oh well today is my grandmother birthday.. sighs.. today had some slight unhappiness with darling.. becos she didnt wore something nice.. and yet she still counter me say i myself also anyhow wear.. sighs.. im upset becos i've already told her i want her to wear something nice and put on makeup as well.. but she never did..
how i wish i could switch her clothing with the one she wore yesturday.. sighs its just that this is the first time i ever show my relatives my girl friend.. maybe thats why i expect her to be really outstanding.. she cant blame me for feeling that way.. after all shes the first girl i've shown to my relatives and joining a family event like my grandma's birthday.. hais..
i might had been harsh on u.. but baby i hope u understand why.. blame it that i have high expectations.. wanting my cousins and relatives to see how beautiful my darling is.. haiz.. typical guy ego i guess..
aniway i had a hard time "baby sitting" all my cousin's kid.. grrr.. hate it.. they are so mischievous just like little devils.. so hard to tame.. especially with my character.. haix.. then my baby was sitting there feeling so lost as we quarrelled.. and she never help me "settle" them lol.. hais.. but thinking back now.. im sorry darling.. i shouldnt be mad at you just becos u didnt wore something nice as i asked u to.. hais sorry..
aniway i really hate it when they play with my collection of bomber mans.. cos they are so rough.. and im the kind that like to keep my things in perfect condition.. and i seriously dont really like people touching my stuffs actually.. but they're my cousin's kids i also dont know how to scold them etc.. so haix no choice..
