Thursday, August 17, 2006
just saw darling's entry on her blog..
well as expected she did enjoyed herself.. thats good.. sighs.. she mentioned that after she parted with the girls her mood changed.. wats happening to her?.. sighs i really hope shes will be ok soon..
she told me she had some dirty encounters recently.. so if theres really some dirty things haunting her and giving her all the bad moods and unhappiness etc then please get away from her!!!.. want to haunt please come haunt me!!!.. please dont disturb and harm her this way.. it really hurts me alot!!!.. /sob..
on the other hand.. darling if im the source of your trouble, mood swing and irritation.. i wont mind if you break off with me or please tell me how i can change to make u feel better.. i will try my best to change for u.. i want you to be happy!.. sighs..
hais.. she said she dont know wat she really want now.. this phrase in some sense should have something to do with many things in her life.. relationship should be part of it.. maybe she feel that im not the kind of guy she want?.. hais.. i also starting to feel im not good enough for her.. i cant give her happiness.. i cant give her wat she wants....
hais.. i dont know.. alot of things in my mind too at the moment...
sobb...
