Saturday, August 26, 2006
just came back after meeting my sec school friends at westmall.. watched sneak preview of FrostBite at 11:35pm with chengju and gabriel.. the show was alright.. i will rate it 5/10 i guess.. not a very high rating cos it wasnt something i expected..
the next show i want to watch prolly would be Stay Alive!.. saw the preview in the cinema just now and it looked pretty freaky..
aniway still remember when i first saw the poster for FrostBite in Plaza Sing i was still with selene.. i was still teasing her about it.. but didnt expect things will turn out this way now.. i really cant believe it.. how i wish all these were just a bad dream.. hais.. but sadly it wasnt..
well.. zhenning meet us after the movie and we 4 guys slacked around westmall and did some further catching up with each other..
hmm looks like things arent going very well with chengju and zhenning too in terms of relationships.. we're really on the same boat most of the time.. but yeah aniway i hope we'll learn from all these experiences and hopefully not making the same mistakes again..
cheer up guys! not as if we cant live without girls right? heh.. actually im also just self consoling myself bahs.. yeahs its hard to move on.. but we dont have a choice.. its pointless staying in the same spot hoping for miracles.. /sighs..
aniway i really agree that going out will make a depressed person happier.. its really better then locking urself at home and feel even more terrible..
haix.. saw selene's blog.. i dont understand wat happen to her today though.. keep cursing and saying everything sucks and such.. haiz.. and even changed her friendster's profile calling herself a "bitch".. hais.. aniway i thought this was wat she wanted?.. single life and focusing on her work?.. hais.. all i can say now is.. takecare and be happy.. becos its a choice u've made.. i've respected it eventhough it was unbearable and i hope u will be happier with it..
dont worry i wont hate u.. eventhough u're no longer my gf.. i will still treat u like a friend.. i just need time to get over the pains..
sighs saw her changing her marital status to single.. so i guess i should change mine too.. since it doesnt mean anything anymore..
the hurts are still there.. but im trying my best to get over them.. and move on with my life.. sighs.. thanks everyone for all the advises and support.. it really helped me alot.. if not i guess i will still be in extreme sadness and despair now..
