Thursday, August 24, 2006
i just saw my hp.. and saw darling sms saying "Go see your email."
and i just read wat she send to me on the email.. right now my heart is totally shattered.. i cant believe it.. why does she has to do this to me.. all becos she say she want to focus on her work and shes breaking up with me... i seriously cant believe it.. looks like supporting her to work indirectly causes the karma of this?..
my god.. im so fucking hurt.. nvm.. wat else can i say..
totally heart broken again.. why?.. my tears no longer flows outwards now.. its flowing inwards.. my heart is crying... i cant believe that all these is true....
oh no im wrong.. my tears are trying to come out.. but im forcing them back.. im feeling my heavy heart beat now and i can feel the numb from head to toe.. its like drinking alcoholic drinks and slowly feeling the effects.. the pain is getting stronger each second..
looks like all the while im the retarded one and foolish one..
girls are so weird.. onces they can love u so much.. next they can just let go of everything..
aniway.. takecare and hf selene.. thanks for all the injuries u've given to me these few weeks...
