Thursday, August 24, 2006
hais.. been so long since me and darling had talked.. i dont know whats going on.. is she mad at me or wat.. i feel like taking the initiative yet im afraid that i will sink deeper into misery and depression again..
im trying very hard now to ignore it becos when i think of it.. it makes me cant do anything at all.. hais.. why is she treating me this way now?.. i know that im no longer anything to her already as from the way she blogs now.. she actually calls me "HE" in her blog.. can u believe that?.. sighs.. wat had i done to deserve this kind of treatment from her..
sighs.. i dont know..