Thursday, June 22, 2006
hellos, firstly i want to thanks my darling for changing my blogskin.. hehe now same as hers.. thanks alot sweety.. i love it ^.^..
well lets talk about yesturday.. everyone knew we had a earth shaking quarrel lols.. yea really was the worst we ever had.. she really pissed me off yesturday by assuming that RO is my everything and even ask me to marry RO.. dots.. if RO is my everything i wont even reply her sms nor answer her calls at all.. im really going crazy by her assumption and stuffs.. was really so pissed off.. and we even scream at each other on the phone.. and it was the first time i really almost released all my anger.. becos normally when we quarrel i only listen and reply in a normal tone.. but yesturday i was boiling and really made me scream.. first time i ever scream at a girl on the phone..
but well after talking for the whole late afternoon we eventually got better and with the advise from dajie as she joined our conversation on the phone.. well i dont want to say whose right whose wrong.. all i can say is yea we did had communication problems and we see things at different point of views.. actually if u ask me why i want to play RO.. i already explained before.. its becos i've play it since around sec3 as my good friend recommended me to play.. and after tat we just kinda got hooked onto it.. at that time we keep playing games becos at that point of time games seems to be the thing thats holding us together.. sighs.. but after sometime i realise that through gaming i can gain the kind of sastifaction i cannot achieve in real life.. and also becos its the only thing that allow me to kill time at home.. as im not a very active person that like going out due to restriction set by parents since i was young.. sighs theres alot of story to write about my childhood life so i better not..
aniway back to topic.. after our endless quarrel.. i eventually cool off and i talk to darling on irc.. but she wasnt happy still eventhough the matter was kinda solved on the phone.. so i tried to cheer her up by being lame and disgusting lol.. eventhough on the process she did made me feel abit angry from the way she type but i just cant be bothered about those and continue to try to lame with her.. eventually i end up laughing infront of the screen becos our laming got really crazy.. she find it too disgusting etc.. but i kinda like it.. becos i like it when theres time to be childish and time to be matured.. so thru all these childish chatting i really smiled and cheered up.. maybe i end up cheering up myself instead of her lol.. but well i was really happy and all the bad things just seem to disappeared.. good thoughts starts appearing in my mind.. and eventually i start thinking of going to find her.. so i planned out something in the last minute..
then she said she was hungry and wanted to down 7-11 to get some mini oreos.. so i told her not to go as i dont think its safe to go yet.. and after awhile at 11:44pm i faster rush to bath and dig out watever cash i got and took cab down to her house.. on the way there i was so worried that she might not want to come down anymore cos she say if too late she dont want to come down anymore.. and i also worried that she might had already went down when i was bathing.. so after i reached i went to 7-11 to buy her the mini oreos and some cookies and immediately smsed her saying i just bathed finish and wasnt feeling well in the bathroom.. lol try to make it sound unsuspicious.. cos earlier on i feel that she already kinda sense that im gona do something.. so well after that she reply me and ask if i want to talk to her on the phone while she go buy.. so i called her.. after tat i try to pretend that i was still in my house room while talking to her.. until she went into the lift i was waiting at level5 and i pressed for the lift and she was shocked cos she see no one lol! then when the door closing i pressed again.. and she was scared lol then on the 3rd time i jump into the lift when the door open hahaha both of us still listening on the phone lols.. darling was scared by me lol.. then i faster hug her also so she wont be scare le lols.. i tot shes gona be very very surprised lol but hmm alittle less then wat i expected but still quite a success lol.. and also becos this is the first time im trying such thing to a girl.. so i was pretty nervous too actually lol.. was afraid i will screw up the surprise but phew luckily it still worked out lol.. im glad.. ^^z..
aniway after that we went to 7-11 again becos darling want to buy choc bar for her brother.. lols.. after that we went back to her house.. and we spent time together and watched Silent Hill which darling had been waiting to watch with me.. we watched it at around 2am.. and lasted till around near 4am.. after that show we slack awhile then i went back ler.. becos it was gona rain and i got to leave before her parents and my parents wake up too.. else we're going to get grounded.. so darling sent me to the lift and i went to get a cab home.. darling accompanied me on the phone but i ask her to rest first sinces shes tired too.. when i got home it was near 5am.. i called darling as i told her i'll call her when i get home.. after tat we chat awhile then i ask darling to sleep liao since she was really tired.. then i slept at 6am.. didnt went for WoE on RO either.. cos i was tired..
but well i didnt slept well.. dont know why keep waking up.. and also later on i was irritated by the noise in my house so i got up at late morning.. well i will not want to describe about the noise and the source.. cause its unpleasant thats all i can say.. after that i went down and when i saw my breakfast i was kinda having no appetitide to eat.. so i didnt ate.. but later on mum still forced me to eat.. hais.. then somehow i was very irritated by the noise and i blast my musics and ate force myself to eat my breakfast.. at the same time darling also just woke up so was talking to her as well..
after that we kinda chat awhile then darling ask me wat im going to do.. so i told her maybe i go watch some movies on my sister computer if nothing to do.. then she ask me why dont want to play RO.. then i feel that this is a sensitive question lol.. dont know if shes testing me or wat.. but i told her i cant or else shes gona ask me marry RO again.. lols.. but she said.. just go play if i want.. wow thats kinda scary lol.. but i dont really dare even if she said so.. cos dont want later she not happy again.. but aniway we did played awhile later on becos i need to login to pass and transfer her some items..
after transfering we chat in irc again and rest as well.. then at around 4pm darling was doing her blog.. so i ask her if i can go level my monk in RO.. actually i want to lvl my monk to 99.. and also i dont really want to waste this extra 50% exp rate which ends on the 28th of june 2006.. but at the same time i also dont want her to get angry again or so.. so i ask her if i could.. and surprisingly she said go level bah silly.. i was surprise but at the same time i dont know if she meant wat she said.. but i also dont want her to do nothing when i was leveling.. so i ask if she want to use priest to support my monk.. and she said ok o.o.. but asked me to wait for her while she finish blogging.. so i tell her its ok i can wait.. then i waited and after that i teach her how to use priest's skills.. but i was worried that shes gona force herself to do it so i keep telling her if shes tired or so just let me know and i will stop the training.. she said its ok.. so we trained for 1hour until she said shes tired then we quitted.. she did a great job on supporting me.. especially on the first attempt.. thanks darling.. =) i was happy with it..
after that we went back to iRC and i ask darling go drink water.. as she always never drink de.. hmms.. then i happen to ask her about blog things and eventually lead to skins and darling helped me changed my blogskin to the same as hers.. lol thanks =)..
aniway i love this song.. hehe no more saddy song like my old blog ler.. this song is nice and i just like it dont know why lols.. aniway tats all ler bahs.. =) such a long entry lol.. type until my eyes blur ler..
