Sunday, January 01, 2006
written on 02.01.06..
sian.. hm today nothing much bahs.. went for dinner with family.. hehe.. after that went to buy ice cream.. yum!.. bought alot of cornettos.. and 2 tubs of haagen dazs ice cream.. shiok!..
hmm.. then when i came back i talk to selene on msn.. but well she seem busy or kinda moody.. can see from the way she type.. and she was replying real slow.. kinda not like her usual self.. sighs.. so i also nv disturb her further..
then at midnight or so we chatted.. then as usual she give me the kind of voice whereby i hear liao i knew something is wrong with her.. cos it isnt the usual voice i hear.. so i ask her to share with me her problems.. well.. then she told me that eric like angry with her cos she was talking to him on msn.. and then later she ask eric if they still meeting today anot cos her ex wanted to meet her.. then after this eric nv reply liao.. and went afk.. well.. then i put myself in eric situation and try to explain to her the possible reasons..
then she also tell me last night when she met her ex.. she got the kind of feeling.. and felt like hugging him etc.. well.. this is normal.. no one can forget the feeling for their ex so easily.. i mean deffinitely u will still feel something when u see someone u used to love and be with right?.. but well u've got to learn to remove it becos now u've moved on with ur life.. u cant turn back anymore.. becos u've already chose eric.. if u still think of ur ex.. then it wont be fair to eric.. and u might hurt and confuse him too..
aniway after sometime.. shes better already.. cos i can hear it from her voice.. haha.. im glad that i can at least help her to feel better.. but well i began to feel down.. sighx.. so i ask her to call her dardar yun or eric..
i feel glad to be able to make her happy when shes down and solve her problems if she has any.. even though i cant be with her.. all i want is her to be happy.. even if it will make me suffer in pain..
