Saturday, December 17, 2005
hais.. just wake up not long... although i woke up very early today but i went back to sleep again.. until now just ate my breakfast.. feeling kinda low today.. now feeling even more fuckup.. cos fcking dad ccb kb me cos poly send me a letter saying i fail 1 module last semester and must clear it this semester.. which is the ISP module.. and i had already cleared it this semester.. then he knn kbkp me.. say i nv study etc.. fuck la cb!.. sibei irritating lor!!!.. the only time we talk is fucking when its time to eat, when i ask for money, and when it come to studies matter.. i hate this fucking family!!.. its not even a family to me.. everyday is hell.. just like a cb hotel.. eat/sleep.. i really hate it!.. they dont even bother about my feelings! how i feel!! they always neglect my feelings.. and think of wat they want only.. they never supported me in anything before.. only know how to scold me when i do something wrong.. they are all unreasonable assholes!!.. you call this family??.. how the fuck am i going to be a healthy and successful person in life without depression and shit when i have to face this kinda fuck everyday.. can i pretend i dont see anything?.. no! its impossible.. arggggz!!.. i hate my life seriously!!.. wat kind of life is this!!... fuckkkk it!! soo pissed off!!.... everyone in my family suck!!.. no one give a damm about my feeling and my life!!.. tell them also they dun understand and make me feel even more fuck up!!...
