Friday, December 30, 2005
bahss.. just got home from mu.. kns lol.. im crazy.. 11+pm prepare then 12+am took cab down to town to chiong.. first time i so late go out chiong sia.. sighs.. but cause at home im so bored.. and feeling so restless.. slacking on my bed all the while.. feeling so messed up.. sighs.. so feel like going out too.. then xiaofeng was at rush..
then later i found out that selene also going mu.. so i also went down lor.. bahhs.. took cab till Far east plaza.. actually wanted to do something.. but bahh prepare too long until late.. so dun say le.. -.-.. haiz.. then met selene and her dardar yun.. then go liao nor.. i paid cover while their friend sign them both in..
when we enter.. it was already playing techno le.. shiok man.. high ar.. can dance.. sometimes feeling down go chiong can brighten u up.. especially if u close ur eyes and dance.. but yea thats crazy lar.. who will dance with their eyes closed -.-.. but well i tried before.. it feels kinda good.. especially if u've drink before that.. then abit seh seh.. thats the best.. makes u feel like ur flying man lol!.. serious.. but maybe that work on me only bah.. cos u got to like the music in the first place.. so if ur not a techno fan.. then im sure its not gona work well..
so aniway we dance on the dancefloor cos only afew people on stage.. -.- then they dun wan to go up either.. then if i go up alone.. like so weirdy.. so i also stay on the dancefloor.. aniway we dance until around 2+am i think then yun was feeling thirsty so was i.. then we went out to 7-11 for a break.. got a big gulp and yun mixed coke with sprite ice.. was pretty nice.. tasted better then wat i normally mixed.. haha! cos i always anyhow mixed.. every drink also put abit.. lmao.. hee.. then actually i wanted to get alcohol to drink.. but selene dun let me buy :x.. /piff.. duno why she dun let me buy lor.. so bad.. if i drink then i feel more high to dance also mar.. but she dun let me buy so i nv.. sob..
after we drink finish the big gulp then we went back to dance le.. hmm then around 3+am xiaofeng, koni, jace, joey and afew of their friends came down from rush.. hmm.. then i ask xiaofeng to talk to selene.. make friend mah.. else like kinda weird leh.. so i ask them talk.. then maybe next time can chiong together also ma.. more fun and joy.. so aniway yea they talked abit.. im glad.. hm then today xiaofeng was kinda different from normal.. hm.. she wore skirt?.. did she wore skirt before? i dun think so rite.. i also duno.. but she look different tat day..
but well they left quite early.. at around 4+am.. so i sent them off to cine as they wana meet some other friends.. then i go back mu to accompany selene and yun.. as they're alone.. oh well we stay till around 4:40am i think then we left... went to centre point's 7-11.. cos they wanted to eat cup noodles.. then i got my mee siam.. ever since amon introduced me the mee siam i had been eating it for about 3 times continuously.. but its the first time i buy at centre point's 7-11.. and goodness sake.. guess wat happened?.. i blow the whole thing up..!! omg lor.. cos at the other 7-11 i need to put it in the microwave for 5mins.. then at this 7-11 i put for 3mins going 4.. then the egg exploded.. omfg.. "boom".. then i say oh shit.. selene and yun also stuned.. lmao!!.. then i slowly open the microwave's door.. then in my mind.. i was thinking.. oh god.. wan dan le... inside was a big mess.. lol!! mee siam splattered all over.. i see liao i also wtf.. first time in history i blow up something in the microwave.. and from that moment i knew i wouldnt wana eat any more food thats got to do with microwave le.. so troublesome!.. i rather go back to my cup noodles... >< just need to add hot water.. grrr.. so aniway i accompany them out to the stairs and got the drinks out.. before i went back to collect my mess.. -.-".. kns so paiseh..
lucky still got some left over to eat -.-.. so i ate up the remaining mess like a retard.. after i ate then i look at them lor.. then later on can see that yun's nt feeling very good.. then selene told me wat happened.. then i also haiz.. love is really painful.. love can bring happiness but it can also bring hell.. sigh.. i ask selene to sit closer to her and talk to her.. but she said she scare later she cry.. so she rather let her be alone first.. sighs.. then we also can do nothing.. but we both can also feel the kind of pain she felt.. cos we're also troubled by love.. sighz.. but i feel that yun's very strong.. although shes feeling very sad inside.. she didnt really showed it out.. i guess im the weak one.. haiz.. we stayed till 6am then selene took cab with yun back while i took cab myself.. cos we live in different areas..
aniway today it was quite fun.. had fun dancing with selene.. then yun down there keep laughing at me.. faint.. duno wat she laughing about :x.. maybe i look like a clown bah.. :x.. moo moo... although i feel comfortable and happy with selene.. but always i feel sad and pain after that.. sigh.. duno why.. aniway tats all for now.. byee..
