Tuesday, December 27, 2005
bahs.. today nothin much as usual.. hmm selene taking her basics today wonder did she made it.. sighs.. i seriously hope she made it..
sian.. bored leh.. this week gona end soon.. -.-".. then common test liao.. sian.. ysturday read through my FCS lecture book then i realise i dont really understand alot of it.. bahss.. stress.. worried that i cant score in my common test..
hais.. my feeling still very confused.. actually its not me but its her making me really confused.. i really duno wat i am to her in her heart.. friend? or something more then that.. sigh i really wan to noe.. but also scare that i would be hurt badly if she tell me.. sighs.. hopefully nature will find its way.. dont wana stress her out too.. ai yi ge ren bu yi ding yao de dao ta de ren.. zhi yao ta kai xing jiu hao le.. if you only think on how to make someone yours and never think of her happiness then i would say that is not love.. its being selfish!.. aniway i really want her to be happy thats all.. i really dont wish her to get hurt again like how she was in all her previous ex's.. sigh but i think eric shouldnt be like those that would hurt her.. and i think he is really capable of giving her happiness compared to me.. sighs.. i can feel it.. so well im preparing for the worst.. sighs.. so jia you ok selene!.. i will support u and eric de.. if u need any advise or encounter any problems.. you can always ask me i will share with you my opinions.. and if u need a shoulder i'll always be there.. just hope you wont xian qi about my shoulder not being big and comfortable enuff.. hee..
bahs.. really dont noe how to calm myself down to concentrate.. whole mind keep thinking of alot of things and cant focus at all.. sighs..
