yawnz.. just came back from campus.. hais.. so sian.. was blasting my techno list.. so sian.. hmm been a long while since my last entry.. and many many things happened in this period.. although its only about 1month + .. yet so many things happened..

sad.. happy.. sweet.. angry.. alot of things.. so much that i dont even noe how to write them out.. hais... duno how to write also.. >.< sighs.. think i going to have a mental breakdown soon.. i already feeling the effects recently.. so tired no matter how much i sleep.. moodless.. keep having dreams.. have difficulty sleeping.. etc etc.. just feel crap.. hais.. and now my parents saying im thinner already.. wtf man.. haiz!! i just stop here lar duno wat to say also le...

now i still wonder why
did you say good bye
you let me stand here all alone

the pain inside my heart
is tearing me apart
now i stand here on my own

now i cry myself to sleep
only you are what i need
we can make it if we try

i am no where without you
i dont know wat i should do
cause my tears will never dry
i still wonder why

i hope that you will see
how much you mean to me
dont understand why you have gone

- i hate cold blooded girls *
3:20 PM