wa.. so fast it had been 2 days since my last entry.. hais.. think i have short term memory for somethings also.. but why i cant have STM on my problems? well.. maybe as the word stated.. its a "problem".. if problem can be forgotten just likdat then it wont be called a problem.. sigh..

just came back from sch not long.. later have to go back again for 2-3pm tutorial.. how pathetic.. sigh.. today when i went for my 9am lecture.. i feel like as if its the first day i going for this class.. cause i dun remember having class at this room before.. seem so unfamiliar.. but yet i signed on the attendance sheet before.. gawd.. i was so puzzled.. my mental is really going crazy..

today surprisingly when i wake up i wasnt really so tired.. although i sleep for only 2 hours.. from 6 - 8am... but the need for sleep caught up with me around 10+am.. then i was dozing off in the lecture hall.. but i force myself to be awake by eating some cocked up sweets..

yesturday andrew smsed me asking if im going to chiong at mu.. but i wasnt confirmed at that time then i ask him to confirm with ahwei.. cos he got some plans in mind already as his jie lynnz is commin back from aust that night.. around evening he cfmed the plan and tell me to meet them outside mu at 9pm then go watch movie and go chiong mu.. i spent too much time making my hair as i cant seem to get it right.. kinda no mood.. so ended up spending more time with it.. and also had the sudden urge to put eyeliner lol.. after i got everything done.. it was already near 8:40pm.. then i was like " zzz sian.. cfm late liao " ... hais in the end i got there at around 9:15+pm if im not wrong and ahwei already bought the movie tickets.. it was ghost train at 10pm.. then i faster sms jr mei tell her that the ticket already been bought and wana tell her not to come down so early.. but ended up she kinda mad at me.. but later on she did apologize to me.. i understand how she feels.. so i also nv go argue or scold her back...

ahwei and i pei lynnz as she ate long john silver at cine.. haha.. i already ate my dinner at home and something was bothering me.. so i didnt have the mood to support long john silver which is one of my favourite fast food..

ahwei and i went to mu to get the chop at 9:50pm.. then we were wondering why andrew nv turn up.. ahwei called him then he said he thought the plan for today was cancelled.. peng.. so he didnt turn up.. we then went back to cine at 10pm..

we went in the cinema 1 and waited for 20 mins before the show started.. well overall the show was kinda freaky at the start.. but in the end.. i was like " what the hell? " kinda lame near the ending.. not really a good movie overall i would say... not really recommended..

anyway after the movie we went mu to meet jr mei and her friends.. when we went there the stage was emptied.. wow.. the happiest sight for me and ahwei lol ! but well.. we had some warm up before we went up to dance.. but well so sian.. time flies and it was 1am whereby the RnB came in.. we tried to dance RnB but end up looking kinda retarded... so we gave up like after 20mins.. and waited till 2am when the techno is back.. then we dance all the way until 3:30am then we left mu as jr mei's friend was drunk then we are worried for her to go alone with him.. but well in the end we also never help much.. as we dont really know him that well.. and his attitude was kinda bad as he was in a drunk state.. then jr mei was like screaming at him infront of us.. and i think that guy was kinda feeling paiseh bah.. so we stay out of it in the end.. maybe its better to let jr mei settle him.. after sometime jr mei tell us to go first so as usual we went for our water refreshments at 7-11.. until around 4:30am.. we took cab home.. with our stomach bloated with drinks lol !

when i got home i was kinda in a daze.. was so tired man.. and thinking of the dam morning lecture.. how i wish i dun have to attend.. hmm anyway i got myself washed up and set for bed at around 5+am then i noticed the missed calls on my phone from xandra mei and another friend... then i smsed xandra mei asking her if theres anything.. then she told me that i hang her phone.. then i was like " huh? " then i look at the time of the missed calls then i realise that they are on the same timing.. so i guess she must had clashed with my friend call thats why the phone cut off i think.. anyway we msged for awhile and i was shocked to hear that she also feeling abit of fever.. then i was kinda worried too so i rush her to sleep immediately as shes still planning to stay up till morning i think.. it was 6am at that time.. then we both went to sleep.. so many people having fever now.. shiny jie also had fever =c... wonder hows she already.. hope you people recover soon =c...

for duno wat reason i automatically woke up at around 8am.. i was stunned.. i thought i would be sleeping like a dead log until my mum yell the hell out of me out of my bed.. and i was also not feeling that tired =x.. i looked at my phone and i saw 2 missed call from xandra mei at ard 7:17am.. gawd.. i was touched.. cos before that i was telling her to give me morning call if possible at 8am as she said shes not sleeping so early.. but when i knew that she had fever i told her nevermind and i ask her faster go sleep.. and she also said ok.. but how come she can give me morning call at 7:17am ? unless she stay up until 7:17am ? .. if you tell me that she wake up at 7:17am just to give me 2 miss call i will really be very touched !!.. well maybe cos of this 2 calls she gave made me able to wake up 43mins later... well maybe you think im mad.. likedat also touched.. to you maybe its just a simple 2 missed call.. but to a emotional person its a different feeling.. but thats me.. i get touched easily.. cos i appreciate wat people do for me etc.. beside the fact that im emotional.. anyway why give the 2 calls when she can just ignore about it right? ..
at least she care and really put in effort.. sigh.. make me feel so bad.. im always a lousy kor to her.. i never really spend alot of time with her as a kor.. sigh.. but sometimes i feel that she dun really like to be with me either.. so i didnt look her up.. although i really want to care for her just like a real meimei.. but well i dun wan her to feel irritated by me either.. since she dun really like to be with me.. i just hope that she can look for me when shes not feeling good or need someone to talk to etc.. at least i show her how much i care for her.. last time i feel that she prefer girls then guys.. she rather tell her problems to her friends then me bah.. i duno why.. but there used to be a barrier between her and me last time.. hais.. but on the other hand.. maybe this barrier has already broken just that im not aware of it... i hope so.... anyway i think im thinking too much..

today's friendster horoscope forecast was kinda accurate.. i really need to be firm.. but again its easily said then done... the below part i duno wtf it means..

hais.. anyway i'll end here for now.. im tired.. i need some sleep before i go for the 2pm tutorial..

Today's Forecast

Just because you can't make up your mind doesn't mean you want someone else making the decision for you. Be firm (especially with a coworker, friend or partner) about taking your own sweet time.

The Bottom Line

Open up to someone else and expect them to return the favor. You could learn a lot.

In Detail

Ever seen a dog eat peanut butter? Pretty funny, isn't it, the way they just can't stop licking their lips -- it's like they can't quiiite get enough. You're like that about a certain someone in your life right now. Whether it's a new friendship or a new romance, you need to spend more and more time with this person, and the feeling is mutual. The sparks -- intellectual, emotional and creative -- are flying like never before.

- i hate cold blooded girls *
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