Saturday, April 02, 2005
the last paper was written today at the NP Blk 16 Sports Hall.. it was a fck up paper.. Telecommunication Principles.. 9 - 11am.. i got out of the exam hall at around 10:30am.. cos i dont know how to do and also dun feel like doing it anymore.. sighs..
i got out and called zn as planned we are suppose to meet in poly after my paper.. but he said he was waiting for benson.. i knew it so i already ask him to tell him tat we are meeting at 11am.. i wasnt very happy wif benson.. especially i sort of just quarrel with him yesturday as he always show me the cold shoulders.. in his eyes i dun seem to exist.. to think that i treat him as one of my best friends.. but he.... nvm..
im sure he already know wat im pissed at him about.. zn should have told him wat i said... anyway i waited in sch for quite some time and i called cj to meet at poly too since the others also meeting here and they could settle their lunch together... i went back home and put my stuffs first since they was taking quite awhile and im waiting alone.. it was drizzling...
shortly after i got home cj called me saying that he has reached.. so i hurried down and meet him at the back gate.. we sat at the canteen and wait for them while he told me about ns stuffs.. around 12++pm they reached.. the sight of benson make me feel so moodless.. i dun wana care about him as he also dun bother about me.. so i just ignore him.. as thats how he treat me sometimes..
actually was suppose to watch 12+pm movie.. but by the time they reach we already cant make it.. they dun wana eat in poly i think so they just go bukit timah plaza eat.. then fcking shit on the way there i met a friend then i chat awhile wif him while the others just continue walking.. zzz.. by the time i chat finish wif my friend yunfei.. they already quite far away from me.. knn even when they see me behind also nv wait.. so nvm i just walk down alone like some outcast lor.. bwg.. knn duno how to wait one.. nvm.. at that point of time i was feeling very shitty.. esp that fcking benson.. keep sticking to zn as usual.. think i will snatch him always likdat.. feel like smashing his head!..
in plaza they went to the ns shop and look around.. cj nid some ns stuffs so daniel martin help him lookout and so lar.. as usual he talk alot of crap just becos he entered ns earlier he say until he like boss.. like very knowledgeable.. kns i also bth.. i tried to talk to zn but benson was like with him almost 24/7 so forget it.. when i talk to him benson cfm come over and say shit and try to break our conversation.. knn sibei buay lun.. nvm so i just let him be with him alone..
went to the food court and eat.. then daniel martin keep talking to cj about ns stuff as usual.. then i just sit there.. the time for next movie was near and i just feel so moodless.. i told them that we are late for movie.. then benson stil say "huh? watch movie?".. i tot i already ask zn to tell him last night about the plan already.. duno he really duno or fake..
cos it was late we take cab there.. 2 cabs as there were 5 of us.. when we reach westmall.. it was already late.. then we wait for cj cab to arrive.. when he reach he said he forgotten to take his stuff that he bought just now.. god.. i feeling too fckup so i nv noticed that he forgot to take his stuffs just now.. he was saying that he wana ignore it since we already late for the movie.. but i ask him to go back and take.. since we already late for the movie anyway.. dun waste time and money to buy those ns stuffs again.. so he and daniel martin took cab back to bukit timah plaza.. i wanted to go wif him.. but if we all go again we need to get another cab.. that would be a waste of money.. so i say he and daniel go back while we stay and check the next timing..
the next movie time for house of fury was like 4+pm.. then i was like sian.. its around 2hrs+ away... and i was quite pissed as they like dun bother about movie likdat.. like im the only one wana watch.. we missed the 12+pm timing and now the 2+pm also... wtf?... i dun really have the mood to watch the 4+pm .. as by the time it end would be 6+pm.. whole day gone likdat.. from morning i say wana watch until evening then watch?.. the whole plan for today was crumbled..
after that i came up with the plan to go clubbing i ask them about it.. they never say dun want.. i know they might not want.. so i ask them to confirm.. if they wana go clubbing then we go home now.. and prepare.. if they dun want.. we go watch the 4+pm movie.. they kinda dun mind clubbing at that moment.. so they called cj and daniel martin they also kinda nv say dun want.. so we decided to go clubbing.. we waited for cj and daniel to come back to westmall then we go back together..
it was great that no one take cj stuffs.. he got it back.. was happy for him.. hm after tat we went to take bus home.. shortly after i reach home.. benson call me say that they dun wan to go clubbing.. say they are tired.. then ask if i wana go other place.. i was like wtf.. if they dun wan they could have say just now.. and now im home they ask me go other place... was feeling kinda disappointed.. nvm..
